Its 4AM here. right now listening to SeoulFM because idk what to listen/watch on youtube. haha. my life is sooo boring. xP i found out that i love maknaes! xD Mir , SeungRi , YeJun , SungJong. <3 now playing on SeoulFM : 2PM - Without You. i actually dont know what else to do on the internet. me and my tumblr, plurk and twitter. all of them are boring when everyone has fallen asleep. xP
well since idk when, im pissed off. not exactly pissed. but im..... irritated. i dont know whether you are like that originally or youre just trying to get me to hate you, either way, im pissed. i tried to be nice to you. i tried to be calm. whatever you said to me, i replied back in a very calmed manner. but the way you talk to me, those words just made me mad. its fine to give your own thoughts about it, but did you really had to let me know the hard truth ? was i that bad to you ? did i hurt you in any way until you had to say what you said ? to my recollection, youre the one who hurt me. but why when i was calm, you were being such a jackass to me ? this is the first time i think before speaking/reacting. that should count as something. i dont get you. i said i was okay, what more do you want from me ? why are you digging up the past ? do you want me to hate you ? dont be so full of yourself. ive moved on and am living my life. if to you my attitude suck, just leave me be. you have NO right over me ANYMORE. YES I AM FLAWED. im outspoken. im loud. just because you got the wrong impression about me, you wanna blame whatever happened on me ? thats just not fair. the past is the past. it was your own fault, you didnt even took the initiative to get to know me. so stop talking as if i was the bad guy. you made the first move, you made all those decisions, youre the one who repeatedly hurt me. i just sat there and accept whatever that was going to happen. im starting to feel happy in my life. please dont start again. im tired of the same damn arguements. you keep talking about my flaws. but what about yours ? have i ever tell you your flaws ? ive not once talk bad about you. but you.. you never did take care of my feelings. think about it. youre talking to a girl here, please put my feelings to thought. even if you dont care about my feelings, just act as if you do because i dont need to hear the fucking hard truth from you anymore. stay out of my life if you hate my attitude, please.