click click click. and i came across this song. idk who in the world is Navi. but this song is nice. =) since mayaam is irritated by her internet connection, im once again alone. how sad. haha. giler2 ngn mayam pt twitter/tweetdeck. so fun oyy~ HAHA. now idk what to do.. guess what im doing ? yahh, im listening to SeoulFM. haha~ stop it sakk aku. xD i slept for what ? 2hours ? then aftr that i wake up at midnight and here i am. 3AM and still on the laptop. i really need to stop my insomniac habits. xP i can stop when school reopens. for now, let me enjoy the nightlife. HAHA. wth am i talking about ? haha. endurance please. im crazy. xD
well, CB training was fun. ade sikit gitu2 ahh. but, chill ah. aku tk kuase nak gadoh2, argue2. HAHA. ive learn to live calmly. =)) after everything that has happened in my life, there wont be anything that im not ready for. Insya'Allah. hoping that if anything that comes in my way in the future, i will handle it maturely and more importantly, calmly. dont wanna make rush decision, rush actions. it only lead me to more trouble, more stress. so yahh. right now, im happy with my life. haters, please dont be hatin' because im having fun in my life. leave me be for once ? thankyou. i used to be on the verge of suicide. haha. im not kidding, but now, i see y live thru depression ? people dont really care bout me. might as well i make the time in my life enjoyable while i still can. im proud of myself that im becoming a better and more responsible person of my own life. even if nobody takes notice, i dont care. i love my life. no one can make me think otherwise. so yahh. its getting late. better turn in now. =) good morning. <3