[ ceritehidopilyy ]

Clap Clap.

2010-08-15T22:26:00.002+08:00

Teen Top - Clap.
i love this song. hehe.
heyy. im loving life this ramadhan. =)
im so happy nowadays. but then my sickness and migranes interrupts sometimes. XP
bt i'll be sad this coming week. heh. shuddup ah. kpo nah sume bende aku kau nak tawu. XD hahaha. diam. aku dah tk betol. XD
there's gonna be RYC this 27-29aug. i wanna go. but mummy say use my own money. -.-"
and i think i can go to only one iftar this ramadhan. so i think i'll choose the Sec3210 iftar. because the netball iftar is too soon. i malas nak mntk permission last minute. XP
so yahh. hmm~ what else, what else ?
ohh. i lack in doing homework nowadays. XP
shuddup ah. i lazy lahh. lagi2 physics. i tak suke seh topic light. irritating. -.-"
i guess thats all ? yahh. that's it. i nak sleep. GOODNIGHT.

"Saya ada rahsia..."

She's Back .

2010-08-05T20:10:00.003+08:00

this song is super DUPER cute okaaaay. :DD
much loves to INFINITE.
aku skarang HAPPY. KENAPE ? hanye Allah sahaje yang tawu. =)
orang-orang, mambang-mambang, jgn lah tnye kenape. psl sesungguhnye aku tak akan bilang. =)
TEACHERS DAY CELEBRATION IS TOMORROW! AND SO IS NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION!
much loves! i cant wait! :DD
then saturday IMG BOYS TRACK EVENT cum CLOSING CEREMONY!!!!! woooohoooo! taaak sabaaar!
okaaaaay2. i ade keje lain nak buat online. so i'll cut this post short. =)
so bye!! c u when i c u! :DD

"i fell in love all over again."

비틀 비틀.

2010-07-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

mummy and sis are home from london. tetibe aku nga main comp, " ASSALAMUALAIKUM! "
tekejot berok aku. HAHA.
well, no london clothes. =(
souvenir banyaaaaak ah. haha.
todaaaay is such a fun day. ^^,
nab and mayam's bday celebration, mummy came home, news : GIRLS 1ST , BOYS 2ND.
happy day today. =)
I LOVE MY LIFE FOR NOW. ^^,
BYE.

I'll Back Off So You Can Live.

2010-07-23T22:38:00.002+08:00

okay. its been so long since i posted anything here. haha.
i love this song. thanks to tikah. kalw tk aku taktawu pon lagu nie. HAHA.
todaaaaay on Music Bank, ZE:A, SHINee, SJ. <3
like wow right. hyahaha. i scream infront of my tv like noone's business. XD
so yahh. life's been okay for me. =)
i love my A.Maths students. <3
Ukhwahh makin lama makin <3
aku suke. ^^,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED ELF; MAYAAAAAM.
and also,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTIE; HASSAN.
aku sayaaaaaang korg. =)
all the best in life k?

"For what its worth, you have no self-respect."

Suspicious Man.

2010-06-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

last post till i go MIA for a long time. -.-"
schoooooool tomorrow. i malaaaas u.
i maseh holiday mood = kpop-ing mood.
skola. training. skola. training. IMG. aigooo~
i only have sunday off, tu pon hari yg aku ade tusyen.
TET seh. slagi IMG blom habes. slagi tuh aku bz monday to sunday. -.-"
i nak enjoy saat2 terakhir tdo lambat giler. nak spazz one last time.
enjoy the video above. going to be a long time until i post again. HAHA.

ManManHaNi~

2010-06-26T02:19:00.004+08:00

why suddenly this song ? because im watching Maknae Rebellion SHINee's cut. and Key keeps on irritating ppl with this song. especially Dongho. HAHA.
Maknae Rebellion <3
im laughing my head off at 0220. xD
padahal i ade Netball training at 1030. HAHA.
sejak bile aku kesah eh ?
im only left with one more sleepless night.
then no more insomnia~ i got school. T_T sad right ?
aigooo~ why school holidays must end ? sumpah aku tk rindu skola holiday nie.

in any other stories, MusicBank was the fun-est ive ever watched.
maybe because i was spazzing with mayam. xD
it was such a keco moment.
"AHHH!! HANDSOME NYE!! AHHH! AKU SUKE DIE!! AHHH~!"
yes, we screamed alot. XD it was fun.
Mayam is my ELF. Saranghae Chingu~
IMG cheers were fun~ <3
and also, im waiting for something. seriously.
i reallllllly badly want it. xD
cant tell you until i get it. =)
so yaaaaah. its a secret. shhhh~

Ps/: sumpah aku belom bace Social Studies.

"Mood Swings."

Turn It Up.

2010-06-25T00:34:00.001+08:00

i see no point of T.O.P's mv. HAHA. even the song doesnt make sense. xD
but you know what ? ive been humming this song this whole night.
and ive watched the mv 10times todaaay. no joke. HAHA.
im weird. but come on, the song is addictive and T.O.P is hawt. xD
i love him! he's an official pimp. HAHAHHA. stop it sak aku.
lagu die totally inappropriate. HAHA.

soo, yaah. im crazy. i have CB training in 10hours+. i CANNOT be late.
nnti ustzh marah lagi. and ohh. i have to wear sport shoes. malaaaaaas!
ustzh mengamok aku main game tk pkai kasut.
dah mmg training aku tk pkai. nak bwt ape kaaaan ? haha.
prangai. =P

aku nari.... malam nie... like wadever. HAHA.
tak interested. satu je aku nak emphasize.
JUST BECAUSE KAU MATAER NGN DIE, TK SEMESTINYE AKU NAK KENE SUKE KAU.
saaaak. irritating. dari starting smpi skrg, aku tk favour ah.
dah tkde privacy sak aku. sume bende aku, die tawu. cm sial.
kdg2, i see no point of being the nice guy in the situation.
SO YAHH. aku bingit.
nak sehati sejiwe ke, nak sehidop semati ke. tu korg pey psl.
aku mcm nak cmpk hp kau dlm laut kau tawu tk ? klua ngn members pon nak kene 24/7 pegang hp. sial ah.
seminit pon tkle lepas ke ? -.-"
dahh ah, tkde gune. aku tkkn tegor, psl nnti ader je mataer kau serang aku. aku malas.
blog aku, aku pey psl. sape trase, sila lahh ckp eh. psl aku tawu, mataer kau yg kpo tu akan bace.
so, wadever.

"Starting to miss."

C.A.B.I SONG.

2010-06-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

omo ! omo ! omo ! taecyeon soooo hot laaaah!
aigoo~ im going to faint. haha.
anywaaaaays. aku stress ahh.
nnti bkk skola schedule aku pack sehh. training sane sini.
yahh, aku masok captain ball IMG. ntah cmne boleh trpilih pon aku taktawu. padahal aku main cm sembarang. HAH!
finally i got one day rest from my hectic schedule.
ape tk hectic nye. klua pagi alek malam. abeh tdo smpi kul 5pagi. then klua 5hours later.
tkke suicide tuh ? xD
ustzh said we need to sleep regularly. yes, my regular time is 5AM. HAHA.
prangaaaai sak aku. XD

then todaaay, aftr training. CB-ers practice our IMG CHEERS! :DD
love that part alot. aku buat taw cheer2 die. HAHA. padahal satu jek yg aku pkkn sndiri. xD
tk sabaaar nak IMG. tpi tkt ahh. tpi kte kene knfident! WAKTANJONG MESTI MENANG! MESTI! HAROS! PERLU! WAJIB!
k diam. HAHA.
nak continue spazz mv ah nari. idk what to watch on youtube now. sume bende aku rase aku dah tngk. so sad. =(
aigoo~ im also sad about beast in SG. i cant meet them. hmph~ feel like crying evrytime i looked at my BEAST 이기광 ! phone key chain. =(
oppas!! i love you! 정말 사랑 비스트!!!!!!!! D,:

ps/: Are you ready for us ? WHO'S NEXT ? WAK TANJONG! :D

"Promises are just words. Words are nothing."

Prayer.

2010-06-22T02:01:00.002+08:00

okay. tdy language race 2010 was.... okay lah.
not great, but okaaay. haha.
penat sak aku. alek tros mandi, solat then baaaaaaap! tido 3jam. xD
and here i am. on the comp. i need to sleep more man. HAHA.
tomorrow, i mean today kul 8 kene gy skola. tolong2. aigoo~
ntah aku boleh bangun ke tk. xP
alaaaaaa~ one week straight seh klua. stress seh aku.
thursday nie je aku rest.
and also tadi aku cm speechless kejap. but yg penteng aku nak ckp,
"hidop kene pandai chill."
aku takboleh ahh tngk sesape kawan aku cm sedeh. nnti aku pon ikot sedeh.
aigoo~ yg penteng chill. and also remember i will always be here k ?
kalw nak bobal lagi ke, nak sharing2 cm tdy ke, i will always be ready to be there for you. like i said, aku pentengkan kawan. so yahh, please please PLEASE chill.
im think, i heard your voice like you were trying to hold back your tears. idk ah. but thats what i heard.
tu psl aku cm speechless. psl tk slalu i have to cmfrt org nanges. i usually just listen. but just now was.... different.
the important thing is, no matter where i am, or what time it is. i always make time for my friends. if you regard me as one, please dont hesitate to talk to me k ? =)
itulah die. aku cm.... but nevermind. i just hope that friend is okayy. (:

okay. i nak sambong spazz bigbang. haha. its still early. 0220 is still early.
k. bye.

ps/: im glad that guys find themselves comfortable enough to share their personal problems with me. =)

"I listen. I understand. Be strong."

Wasted Tears.

2010-06-17T02:47:00.002+08:00

click click click. and i came across this song. idk who in the world is Navi. but this song is nice. =)
since mayaam is irritated by her internet connection, im once again alone. how sad.
haha. giler2 ngn mayam pt twitter/tweetdeck. so fun oyy~ HAHA.
now idk what to do.. guess what im doing ?
yahh, im listening to SeoulFM. haha~ stop it sakk aku. xD
i slept for what ? 2hours ? then aftr that i wake up at midnight and here i am. 3AM and still on the laptop.
i really need to stop my insomniac habits. xP
i can stop when school reopens. for now, let me enjoy the nightlife. HAHA.
wth am i talking about ? haha. endurance please. im crazy. xD

well, CB training was fun. ade sikit gitu2 ahh.
but, chill ah. aku tk kuase nak gadoh2, argue2. HAHA.
ive learn to live calmly. =))
after everything that has happened in my life, there wont be anything that im not ready for. Insya'Allah.
hoping that if anything that comes in my way in the future, i will handle it maturely and more importantly, calmly. dont wanna make rush decision, rush actions. it only lead me to more trouble, more stress.
so yahh. right now, im happy with my life.
haters, please dont be hatin' because im having fun in my life. leave me be for once ? thankyou.
i used to be on the verge of suicide. haha.
im not kidding, but now, i see y live thru depression ? people dont really care bout me. might as well i make the time in my life enjoyable while i still can.
im proud of myself that im becoming a better and more responsible person of my own life. even if nobody takes notice, i dont care.
i love my life. no one can make me think otherwise.
so yahh. its getting late.
better turn in now. =) good morning. <3

SeoulFM : Z:EA - Mazeltov. !!

"Do as you wish."

Mworago?

2010-06-16T04:00:00.001+08:00

Its 4AM here. right now listening to SeoulFM because idk what to listen/watch on youtube. haha.
my life is sooo boring. xP
i found out that i love maknaes! xD
Mir , SeungRi , YeJun , SungJong. <3
now playing on SeoulFM : 2PM - Without You.
i actually dont know what else to do on the internet.
me and my tumblr, plurk and twitter.
all of them are boring when everyone has fallen asleep. xP

well since idk when, im pissed off.
not exactly pissed. but im..... irritated.
i dont know whether you are like that originally or youre just trying to get me to hate you, either way, im pissed. i tried to be nice to you. i tried to be calm. whatever you said to me, i replied back in a very calmed manner. but the way you talk to me, those words just made me mad. its fine to give your own thoughts about it, but did you really had to let me know the hard truth ? was i that bad to you ? did i hurt you in any way until you had to say what you said ? to my recollection, youre the one who hurt me. but why when i was calm, you were being such a jackass to me ? this is the first time i think before speaking/reacting. that should count as something. i dont get you. i said i was okay, what more do you want from me ? why are you digging up the past ? do you want me to hate you ? dont be so full of yourself. ive moved on and am living my life. if to you my attitude suck, just leave me be. you have NO right over me ANYMORE.
YES I AM FLAWED. im outspoken. im loud. just because you got the wrong impression about me, you wanna blame whatever happened on me ? thats just not fair. the past is the past. it was your own fault, you didnt even took the initiative to get to know me. so stop talking as if i was the bad guy. you made the first move, you made all those decisions, youre the one who repeatedly hurt me. i just sat there and accept whatever that was going to happen. im starting to feel happy in my life. please dont start again. im tired of the same damn arguements. you keep talking about my flaws. but what about yours ? have i ever tell you your flaws ? ive not once talk bad about you. but you.. you never did take care of my feelings. think about it. youre talking to a girl here, please put my feelings to thought. even if you dont care about my feelings, just act as if you do because i dont need to hear the fucking hard truth from you anymore. stay out of my life if you hate my attitude, please.

ps/: training at 11. -.-"

"regret ? haha. i dont care."

come back again.

2010-06-14T00:51:00.004+08:00

the video above is a new boy group. INFINITE.
their perf live looks..... how do i say it.. somehow, g a y. =X
sume handsome gilerrr. tpi dorg nye dancestep is like girl2 like dat. HAHA.
ohh well, tnggu je dorg kluakan lagi brape lagu, nnti dorg tukar the bad boy image. *i loike!*
dongwoo <3

anywaaays, mummy is pissed off at me because i slept with the lappy still running yesterday.
is it my fault i didnt get enough sleep yesterday ? - actually yaar. HAHA.
soo, im listening to SeoulFM online. all the memories song they play~
bigbang, MBLAQ, and now SNSD.
Gee Gee Gee Gee~
i miss when Gee just debuted. evrywhere i can hear ppl singing it. =)
and evryday without fail, me and my friends dance the dance. hehe.
i miss that. kpop gives me alot of memories. :D
saranghae chingus~

niwaaaes. i got SEA meeting @ school in the aftrnoon. going for CB training first, maybe. see how ahh.
aku nie dah start malaaas. xD
gonna cut this post short.
bak kate tikah, aku ade byk anak online. HAHA. too many things nak jage.
plurk lah, tumblr lah, blog lah, facebook lah, twitter lah, youtube lah.
see ? bykkn anak aku ? xD

ps/: i keep eating this holiday. =/

"day by day im getting more tired."

lies.

2010-06-13T02:29:00.002+08:00

hello! im tired. HAHA. its a drag to take care of alot of accounts on the internet.
i havent sleep since netball training that i woke up at 0845 for. so yaah. few more hours and it means i didnt sleep for 24hours.
i already have a record of 2days+ for not sleeping. idky. HAHA.
im talking crap again arent i ? xP

i cried watching the video above, y?
the video is like soooo sedeh seh.
T.O.P biadaaap giler sehh. and GD is like so saaaad.
but actually starting2 nye aku tkphm ah. ade that one point yg dorg mcm nk terkiss. AHAH. im retarded. xD

k. i fell asleep infront of the comp again. iddiot. haha. im tired. bye.

Tell Me Goodbye.

2010-06-10T00:28:00.003+08:00

Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye.
idk where i got this song. but yahh. i love it.
i love big bang. so yahh. aku irritating ah malam nie. xP
tadi SEA exco nye meeting pt town. FUN FUN FUN!
tpi kocek kopak ah makan pizza hut. HAHA.
bt overall fun giler. hehe. tk sangke senior2 preu aku giler jgak. xD
bt then balek tros demam. idky. HAHA.
aku bingit ah ngn org yg tegor aku pt msn kul 1pagi. irritating taw. HAHA.
random sak aku. xP
tak sangke seseorg nie boleh jdy rapat ngn aku. HAHA.
aku byk ketawe ah nari. xD
tpi sedeh ah, bestie aku si hassan tuh dah tdo. boring ah tkde org nak msg smpi 5AM. HAHA.
blablabla. esok IT. nak gy tknk ? hmmm~ gy je lah. dok umah pon bwt pe kan ? boring sehh.
i suppose to go training, bt malas. HAHA. aku nak klua jek. tknk bwt pape. ehh, nak gy laut lagy ahh. HAHA.

i miss mayam. yaaaaaam! cepat lah alek spore! aku tawu kau bwt ibadah pt sane, tpi aku rindu kau! hahaha. dah cm mataer. xD
boring sehh, aku slalu online btween midnight and 5AM atleast smpi kul 2 mayam lyn aku. abeh skrg die tkde. die alek on the 13th. lamaaaaa seh. padahal lgy 3 hari. HAHA.
i miss the time ade anam. haha. tetibe seh aku. rindu ah si kecik tuh.
anywaaaays. aku actually rant on psl bende tk penteng. aku tktawu nak ckp ape. HAHA. biar ah blog aku per. HAHAHA.

nie ade sikit message nak dedicate to someone. sape terase, tu lah orgnye. aku tknk sebot name ah.
To Friend :
i know the news about you already. aku sedeh psl kau ckp ngn org jgn bagi aku tawu. asal eh ? kau kwn aku seh. mcm tekejot ah bile org blang aku yg kau tknk aku tawu hal nie. is it because kau pk aku blom move on or what ? rest assure, ive moved on. really. =) cm sedeh ah aku dpt tawu dr mulot org lain bkn dri kau. but whatever it is, i wish you and him happiness lah k ?
satu je aku mntk dr kau, take better care of him and love him more than i did. sabar dan tabah atas sgale masalah you will face in the future. not much i can say because you know him more than i do. so yahh. be happy together k ? =)

ps/: satu2 lelaki dtg pt aku emo2. jdy counselor lah aku nmpknye. HAHA.

"rain falling down again."

Marshmallow.

2010-06-09T02:22:00.002+08:00

okay. so it 2:22AM. and im still awake. like... again ? HAHA.
i watched everything thats got to do with MBLAQ. HAHA.
i have a serious addiction. and suffering from insomnia~
i have eyebags. beginning to look like Seungho. Dark Circles. HAHA.
ohh leadja~ youre so cute. ^^
serious ehh. i havent had enough sleep since school holidays started. HAH.
i like to use the comp between midnight to 5AM. so no one can disturb me online.
hehe. my mood swings occur easily when early in the morning and late at night. so yahh. its an obvious DO NOT DISTURB.
k what the hell am i talking about ? xP

i jux realized, i havent posted my results here.
well the only thing i can be proud abt is my academic. (excld. eng)
A.Maths : 70
E.Maths : 92
Science : 76
BM : 75
Humanities : 73
i failed two subjects. as expected, nahu and tafsir. -.-"
haha. so like wadever. gonna take up nahu tution again before school reopens.
well, so far my life's been great.
stress-free. sort of. HAHA. ohh who cares ? its the holidays. HAHA.
marshmallow~ marshmallow~
hehe. im bored. finished spazzing over korea today. gonna watch jelita on youtube.
aku tawu aku kental. diam eh. =PP
haha. so yaah.
모두다 사랑해! :D

ps/: you cannot be trusted. -.-"

"i lie to you because i know youre cheating on me."

Love Ya.

2010-06-04T22:21:00.002+08:00

baby let me love ya love ya love ya~
OHH~ SS501!! hawt lah kamuuu~
haha. padahal dulu aku tk minat sgt.
ohh well. thats what happened to suju. dulu pon aku tk suke dorg sgt.
skrg.... leeteuk! yesung! HAHA.
k sudah. =PP
ive finished watching idol army MBLAQ's cut. HAHA.
i watched it from midnight to 0530 this morning.
giler sak aku. haha.
i dunno wat variety shows im gonna watch next. xP

on a different matter, im sad.
nie ah bestie aku nie. haha.
bobal psl habes skola. sedeh seh aku.
3months left. and im so saad.
seniors aku sume akan tngglkan aku.
sedehkan ? =(
so much memories. banyak dorg tolong aku, the laughs we shared.
ohh gaaad. taknak. taknak. taknak.
k dah. aku nak download lagu, nak tngk videos on youtube. taknak sedeh2 malam2 nie.
bye. hehe.

"time is catching up with us."

Wedding Dress

2010-05-29T08:00:00.002+08:00

this song is so sedeh seh. kesiaaan taeyang.
aww bb. dont be sad, im here. =P hahahaa sudah seh aku. xP
on another story, i didnt get my results yesterday.
effed up school system. so irritating. came to school for nothing.
so yeahh, maybe im taking my results on monday ??
if im not also, i'll be coming to school.
i got mentor2 pey breifing ke apekejadah. HAHA.
malaaaaas. =/
watching kung fu panda right now.
i woke up at 6 man. so tired. got netball training at 1030.
my june holidays is packed with all these programs.
training lah, mentor lah, club meeting/activity lah.
aigoo~ tired tawuk tired ?
can i like sleep for a full 24hours ? haha.
dalah haritu tido kul 5pagi bangun kul 7. tdo alek pastu bangun kul 8 then slept at 12midnight. n now im awake at 6.
siow rite ? i have not enough sleep. -.-"
so yahh. i got nothing to post ah actually since i havent got my results.
so yahh. got to endure one more day. -.-"
so irrrrrritating! =PP

ps/: im grounded. again. hah. -.-"

"it seems that without you, im doing fine."

Results.

2010-05-28T00:31:00.002+08:00

so yahh. results less than 10hours more. aigoo. i so dont want to see my report book.
haha. instead of sleeping, im watching korean variety shows. HAHA.
i actually wanted to watch 1 day 2 nights, but theyre not on youtube. so i watch something else. HAHA.
haha. its almost ONE AM, and im laughing my ass off. HAHA.
the video below is ONEDAY = 2AM + 2PM. hahaahah! funny habes~
hahahaah. changmin is so digusting when it came to the kissing game. HAH.
and taecyeon is just being an ass, disturbing them all the time. HAHHAH.
i just love them, theyre so cute. =))

IDOL WORLD IS SO FUN. ahahaha!
i find them hilarious man.. xD
watching big bang's cut. HAHA. taeyang so cute. ohh emm gee.
빜방 파이팅! lalalala~
im dont wanna sleep. this is to much fun. HAHA.
my k-stars are sooooo cute liao. =)
okayy. gonna continue watching IDOL WORLD.
then maybe i watch idol army. =)
안영!!

미인아

2010-05-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

ending with SUPER JUNIOR'S BONAMANA.
this song makes me happy. *dance dance dance*
IGNORING EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED TONIGHT.
GOODBYE! hope to be in a happier mood when return to school. =/

"yes, i like to run from my problems."

I DONT CARE.

2010-05-21T20:45:00.002+08:00

GUYS. STOP IT EH. I DONT CARE WHAT YOU GUYS WANNA DO. YOUR LIFE, NOT MINE. PLEASE GO AWAY. REALLY. IM NOT IN THE MOOD.

HUH ?

2010-05-21T18:30:00.002+08:00

i feel like huh ? haha. cm lagu 4minute. 포미닛. i love typing in korean. HAHA.
감사함닏아 말이암. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ...
anyways, yeah. like yeah. totally overslept for CB training.
bagun kul 1044. training kul 0830. i told tikah i would oversleep. hahaha!
so yeahh nothing new. nothing i care about anyway. -.-"
in a few hours im going to KL. im gonna leave everything here. and run. just like my motto;
Fuck Everything And Run. F.E.A.R.
ahahah. i packed my bag already. besar oy bag aku. beraaaat. xD
you made me cry again today. so not cool. please just leave me alone for now. serious. 내가 노무 아ㅍ아. u and the rest of them can go jump in the river. because frankly, i dont need friends who keep making me cry.
dissapointment.
[howcouldyou]

"the pain wont heal just with a sorry or even a cheap necklace."

Run Devil Run.

2010-05-21T01:33:00.003+08:00

posting this video because mayam tk habes2 nyanyi lagu nie the whole day we went out. xD
also thank you yam psl ajar aku! XD hahaha.
i had so much fun todaaay. penat giler!
jannah ah nie. bleh mati sia ikot die gy shopping.
from tamp to bugis to penin to bugis and back to tamp.
kalw bwt graph kan, die jdy curved graph. k mepek. xD
walaupon 5org je, aku tawu yg ikot ialah org2 yg aku bleh percaye to be there for me.
dont dare call yourself 친꾸스 if u tend to ditch us for 남자스. tu satu hal, i trust you with everything, but still you didnt tell me anything.
i guess you dont trust me the way i trust you.
so yeahh, i no longer trust you, u can go jump in the river for all i care.
너무 아ㅍ아, 마우미 아ㅍ아.
the honeymoon phase will end eventually, and when that happens, you and i wont be like we used to.
you regret ? i dont think so. sape lah kite kan, bak kate teha.
the four of you.... ah.
im oly dissapointed with two of you, the other two is like typical.
well, what can i do ? people change, i have to accept that.
now i know that you care more about that person more than us.
and you know what ? expected. jgn marah ah kalw tk dijeput mane2. yelah, kte takot buang mase kte ajak, last minute back out.
baik jgn ajak teros, dr ajak2 ayam. -.-"
sory for the rant, cume aku tk suke satu2 padahal tk suke eachother, tapi bleh plak gy group date. mcm 바보 ah sebenarnye.
ok, done with my rant.

tomorrow nk datang ke tak ?
aku malas nak tngk muke2 org yg dah sakitkn hati aku ah.
정말 아ㅍ아. serious sia.
kau kesah ? if u did, u wouldnt do what u did.
takpe , aku datang untuk kawan2 aku yang maseh anggap KAWAN TU PENTING dlm hidop dorg. :))

ps/: going KL tomorrow!!! :D tak sabar nak tinggalkan segalenye pt spore. taknak balek bleh ?? ㅋㅋㅋ...

"pada kau, mungkin aku overreacting. just think. am i?"

Y.

2010-05-20T02:57:00.003+08:00

im in love with the kpop hunks. since when im not ? good point. haha.
give it to my Y~
haha. idk what the Y stands for. xD
i love MBLAQ. i love BEAST. tumblr-ers spammed naked BEAST's pictures just now. HAHA.
im a perv. so what!? =P
maumi appa~
you know why ? because the person i held closest to my heart no longer cares for me.. no not him. he doesnt exist in my life that way anymore. someone else. someone i loved. so much. i wish i could get the old that person back. i miss that person. that person used to listen to every single thing i want to share. now that person have no time for me. i hate that the other person happen. ok fine not hate. but still, naega appa~
oh well, its 3AM and im still chatting with my bestie - Mister Ashari. HAHA. we never been so bored. well, i never felt so bored. love like this oh love~
im actually going out with my nahnus tomorrow. oh wait, imean today.
and yet im not asleep. how stupid. hahah.
i'll be so tired tomorrow.
do i wanna shop ? - YES.
WILL i shop tomorrow ? - idontknow.
hhaaha. ni lah pompan, tkde duit sume nk beli. bile dah ade, tknk blanje.
hahaha. so yeahh. i actually dont wanna go out because got bitch. HAHA.
i stop there, dont wanna elaborate. xD
so yeahh. EXAM IS OVER. like, atlaaaast!
HAHA. cm dah berbulan exam. (bedek ah)
HAH. it feels so long.
i miss school. i mean being in class. not studing. xD
i love my Special-ians. they are so........ weird.
thats y we're in special, because everyone is special. that is to say everyone is weird.
but yeahh, i love them. =)
how sweet am i? hahaha! okaaay totally nuts.
what u expect, its 3AM.
okaaay . i go off now.

ps/: REPORT BOOK ON 28MAY!

"the time for you to leave me is coming soon."

Gosh.

2010-05-15T09:20:00.004+08:00

omg. i feel tired today. cm tkde mood nak klua.
but yeaah. todaay going out wif my nahnus. gy blaja pt umah jannahS.
oh em gee. i serious no mood. what happen ey ?
i feel suckish.
in other stories, why i posted the picture up there ??
because im a perv. hahahaha.
but come on, how can people not fall in love with these k-hunks ?
they're blind if they dont. hahaha!
nomu a a a a appa~ naega a a a a appa~
maumi a a a a appa~
weghere ? mollayo~
bye. nak siap2 nak klua. aku kan slalu satu jam lambat! xD
no joke sia~ hahahaha!
PS/: 4more papers! 4more days!! WOW. cepat gitu exam ? xP

"i thought i was grounded ? xP"

My Magic.

2010-05-14T20:01:00.002+08:00

im addicted to alot of songs today...
but this one is the most irritating recent song im addicted to. HAHA.
im freaking tired. 11days has passed, left with 5... then freedom!
haha. im tired of exams. wasting my time y'know. haha!
i cant wait for 19may... and 21may. im going off to KL. weee~
gonna leave my spore life for awhile. gonna enjoy those three problem-less days.
oh gosh. im so tired of school. so tired of waktanjong. just simply so tired.
i wanna go shopping. i already saved up $100. but then thats for KL. hmmm~
i wanna buy the lace dress at city plaza. its like soooo cute. ^^
ohh well. nomu ah ah ah ah appa~
yes. nomu appa. why? mollayo.
okay. annyeonghaseyo~
kpopsism is coming up. gonna fill my time with them.
saranghaeyo, my blog readers! =)

"im really hurt."

LEE CHANGMIN!! :D

2010-05-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

OH MY GAWD. how can i not fall in love with this fellow ?
he's face is like awww~
he's voice is like wow.
he's body is like WOAAAH!
hahaha. im sucha perv. x/ haha. I DONT CARE.
LEE CHANGMIN IS MINE! MINEEEE! weeeee~
its exactly 1234AM. hahaha. cool.
im posting dearest changmin's pictures because its his birthday today. or was it yesterday since now is already midnight ? HAHA. who cares. he turned 25 this year.
gosh, he's 10years older than me. but he doesnt look 10years older. he's just so haaaaawt.
i can talk about him all night long, hehe. but i wont. xP
Saenghael chukahae changmin oppa! Saranghaeyo! Have a happy birthday oppa-ah. all the best! FIGHTING 2AM!!

"No matter where i go, there will be someone who reminds me of you."

Want me back

2010-04-30T20:40:00.002+08:00

okaaay. so yeahh. suppose to be on hiatus, but then.... HAHA.
oral tadi macam tooooooooot~
geram dok aku. -.- argh. whatever. as long as i dont fail, its fine lahh. but still. argh.
skrg ade hamba Allah irritate aku.
eh dok, exam aku lagy 3HARI! paham tak!? on tuesday je taw!
aku nak pecah otak pkkan kau ape kes ? bocai ah. haha.
bingit seh aku. padahal aku dah ckp 2mnth aku busy. tak paham2.
ishh.
recently, im like so pissed off over every little thing. but muhsein and syed ahmad seems to make me smile everyday.
sayaaaaaaang budak2 S3ES aku. tapi lagi saaaayaaaang bdk2 mayam and the gang aku. :D
so im like tired. aim is such an IDDIOT WITH A DOUBLE D. haha. in the period of 10mins, he manage to irritate me by just saying "nak dudok sblh toilet lelaki jek"
banyaaaak kali!!~!!!! bingit seh aku, aku nga bingit sal oral quran tdy. beh die maken irritate aku. so yeaaah die IDDIOT CRAZY MAN. HAHAH

ive found someone who is the same situation as me. kite senasib dok.
sama2 be strong and go through it. i know we can. lets just pray to be happier k girl. =)

in another story, ive a lot of people around me going through pains. it just kills me to see them like that, and not do anything. talking just wont do any good. haiyyaaa. only 15 and im like going through all this. im so stresss! paham ape itu stress?! so yeahh. bingit, stress. sumenye. kalw aku dah start aku pey giler. anything can happen. xP

so itu sahaja. aku dah penat, batt lappy nk habes. so bye!

Without You.

2010-04-05T22:20:00.003+08:00

got this song from tikah.
i feel lousy today. why ? idk lahh.
one word : DRIFT.
ni bkn KL drift ke ape eh. haha.
ntah lah. sape yg kene mengene, sape yg tawu, should understand.
but people are usually copulaters, so we dont get it.
i hate this. physically n mentally destroyed by loved ones.
stop with your hypocracy, its not wrong to be a hypocrite. but come on, with me, if u dislike me or hate me even, just say so. jgn nk step mane pey caring. -.-"
in the same place, yet drifting. what luck.
my jaw hurts, the scars are still stinging. so yeahh, thats partly y im in a bad mood.
so yeahh, im irritated. -.-"
dont know what this post means ? than ferget about it.

Last Gift.

2010-04-03T21:48:00.002+08:00

my mood tonight is like the weather right now.
tears trying to flow from my eyes, trying as hard as i can to hold them back.
since im at home, i wont show my true feelings infront of my family. it will be weird.
im like sick and tired of everything. im tired of acting happy when the truth is i wont be. not the way i wanna be anyway. i made a mistake. i shouldnt have. ohmygod. i wasnt sure and i ended up lying to the same person again and again. but this time, i'll just leave things as it is. biar aku sakit meyimpan prasaan aku sendiri. just as long as that person doesnt hurt because of me anymore, i'll try to bear with it.
friend, im happy that youre happy, i really am. but please dont take it the wrong way. you know the story of my past. is it wrong for me to want what u have ? i dont expect you to understand n give me answers to my questions, i know that i have to figure these things out by myself. please dont think that i cried because of u. partly i cried because i thought it was kinda sweet that moment was, and it came to my mind, 'im never gonna get what u have' thats what really made me think. i love you friend, thats y i dont want to interfere with what you have now. =)
On another story. i felt it rushing back. oh yeahh, thanx nabil for the coke. i think my gastric would be much worst without it. so yeahh, thanks. :D

"impianku untuk mencapai kebahagiaan."

Get Shock

2010-04-03T01:26:00.003+08:00

sedikit lebih kurang im trying to get happiness back.
but in that search of happiness, sadness follows.
i dont know whats happening around me. too many stuff are happening at once.
im like freaking confused. people seem to say change for the better, everyone is doing the opposite. please go away negativity.
on a positive note, i think i have the courage to move on and be happy. thats what u always wanted for me right ? i thank you. no matter what HAD happen and what has been said, you r still a valued friend. even if u dont know it and even if i dont show it. those memories will always be close at heart. i wont erased them because they were good times. love was maybe what we had n what we lost, but we gained something. friendship, maybe. heh. yeahh, so thats about it. i love you as a friend and thank you for almost 3yrs of memories. please dont forget me. (:

i cant let you go, even if i die.

2010-03-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

eventhough im young, pain is the same
that i dont know the world well doesnt mean i dont know pain
why do you lie saying that it will be okay ?
my heart thats been hut like this, how will it heal easily ?
how will i live without you ?
thats why i~

i cant let you go even if i die, how can i let you go ?
if youre going to go, if youre going to leave, repair my heart
so that i can live without the pain
if you dont, I cant live at all
i cant let you go even if i die

no matter how much u push me away
i will hold you until the end so that you cant go anywhere else
if youre really going to go, lie to me
say that we'll meet tomorrow and smile as we see each other
say that the break up words were a joke
otherwise i~

i cant let you go even if i die, how can i let you go ?
if youre going to go, if youre going to leave, repair my heart
so that i can live without the pain
if you dont, I cant live at all
i cant let you go even if i die

we spent all that time together
how will i live on my own now ?
i cant like that, i cant~

i cant let you go even if i die
i really cant let you go, how can i let you go ?
if youre going to go, if youre going to leave, repair my heart
so that i can live without the pain
if you dont, I cant live at all
i cant let you go even if i die

this song is so sad. i almost cried. ALMOST. haha.
khas buat....... manusia dlm hidupku. lalalala~
i listened to Hyeya - JongHyun then i cried. MAYAM nye psl ah. she always make me cry with all these vids.
addicted to 2AM right now. most probably because of changmin ah. ^^
he is like so hawt... his body is like soooo awesome.. im like soooo loving him. =)
now chatting with aim. crazy ah this fellow. haha.
dari nudgenudge, we talk about earth hour den matuarity, motor... byk ah random giler.
HAHA. ade jgak org selain shur yg cm cartoon. haha. aim pon cm cartoon seh. lalala~
so bored. gonna continue youtube-ing. bye!!
ANNYONG! *mcm isak ngn tgn2* HAHA.

dream.

2010-03-24T18:36:00.002+08:00

i was like lepak-ing with my frends ah. beh tetibe je hp bunyi. lagu ; 2ne1-please dont go. k tkpenteng. haha. den skali aku trbgn, aku matikn alarm. tros tdo alek. den my dream continued. aku nga bace msg. msg tu dr luthfi, tapi care msg die cm nabil. psl luthfi msg aku slalu malay, nabil sorg je msg aku ade bobal eng. den k ah. aku bace... msg die sikit lebih kurang cm cite jihan aku togk smlm. mcm same ngn ape ferdy ckp ngn jihan. haha. k tk make sense ah. hah. msg die cm emo giler. den skali last part, "... i hope u will still remember these moments..." beh aku scroll bwh, ade 3gmbr. korg agak2 gmbr ape ? haha. first gmbr; kucing yg mcm pt skola nga baring2 atas sofa. 2nd; gmbr aku ngn kucing tu pt living room sape ntah. 3rd; a picture of two sofa/chairs pt living room yg same. then i was like crying when i saw the last picture. aku blang bdk2 aku, tetibe je, mak aku kejot gy skola.... the funny thing is, i cried in that dream and wen i woke up, i was crying. (?) like wtf seh. no link tros pape ngn mimpi aku. ntah ah. hahaha. weirdest dream. ever. xP

you're the ultimate

2010-03-22T21:27:00.003+08:00

wetoriya wetoriya daradiridaraddu~
lagu nie ade makne ah, tpi die nye rentak tk make it cm emo. HAHA.
more like party music sehh. xD
well todaaay. we literally CHANGED class.
we took SEC3UKHRAWI class, they took SEC4UKHRAWI class, and they took SEC3EXPRESSSPECIAL class.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonite~
kasumi appa~
sedeh seh tkle jumpe my other half slalu.
actually boleh ah. tpi phm2 ah, aku pemalas nk klua klas naek turon tangge.
HAHA.
like i said on facebook. i have no mood these upcoming days. -.-"
alaaa~ malas nak layan org2 pon.
on another story...
muhsein got a giant cut on his neck.
it totally looked like suicide siow~!
everytime i look at it, i feel it on my own neck.
kononnye cm, cubit peha kiri, peha kanan terase jgak.
dream on sakk aku. haha. feeling habes.
haha. so yeahh, thats about it. hmmm~ lets sing a song. (:

you're it
you're the ultimate
its automatic im sure of it
no lies
so dont even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
cause ive been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
and you're it
you're the ultimate you

been singing that song todaay. idky. haha
goodnight! ^^

Mazeltov.

2010-03-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

favorite lagu aku~ lalala~
mcm tkde makne ah sbnrnye. aku sesaje jek.
dont what to post todaaay. so yeahhh. mazeltov. x)
im soooo in love with ZE:A's Kevin! <3
im actually bored. so yeah, be patient. HAHA.
i have nothing so say. so yeahh. bye. xP

3yrs.

2010-03-20T09:35:00.002+08:00

if thats what u guys call yourself, then, forget about it.
of all people, u should know me.
u dissapoint me by saying all that crap. come on, im more exposed to the real world than u. dont u think i would already be on to bigger things rather than 'bende sial' tuh ?
aku pkran dr segi agama tk sebyk korg, in fact, pengetahuan aku bab tu limited.
but my thinking is thru world's thinking.
ehh, come on lahh. setan aku lagy besar dr setan korg. u may think im exaggerating, but im not.
this is me that im not that proud of, but yeahh, im not the angel that u guys are lah. if u dont take risks in your life, than dont ever say yg korg not angels. bcoz all that are craps.
if im the type of person to addict to something like that, dah lame aku join kawan kteorg tuh lah.
im surprised, 3yrs and still u guys think of me like u think of others.
yeahh i know this thing is bad, blah blah blah. i just feel like it. its a one time thing.
and if u think i will addict to that, then 3yrs was such a waste. you know nothing bout me.
you're just judging me the way u judge all the others in this category.
do think its fair ? do u think i would really sink that low like the others ?
living in this generation, u should think of ALL POSSIBILITIES, NOT COMMON possibilities.
kire ape ? ohh, ily bwt gini knfm jdy cm yg laen. -.-"

tkke prangai, pkran gitu ?
You should know me better than anyone else. NOT judging me like everyone else is judged by the society.

F. It goes both ways.

bleh ajak rompak dok.

2010-03-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

let my friend be Z, and what i want to do is K. :)

so yeahh. Z msg me, so emo ley Z. Z got problem come to me lahh. im a good friend whaat. HAHA. so yeahh. we talk, talk, talk. then aftr dat we talk about smthng else.
I : ehh, u dont K rite ?
Z : K ? taklah.
I: ohh, good2. actually aku nga craving nk K ah.
Z : kau kalw K, ajak aku ah. aku pon nak try.
I : haha. okay set. setan sia aku. xD
Z : haha. kau serious pe K ?
I : aku serious ah. kau ?
Z : aku tk knfm. haha.
I : eh kau kn byk kwn K-ers. share2 ngn aku ah.
Z : aku try ah.
I : k best. kau kalw dah dpt blang aku.
Z : ohk, nnti aku blang kau kalw dpt.
I : jangan blang org plak yg aku K.
Z : mulot aku zip. haha.

SO FUN ADER ORANG NK ROMPAK NGN AKU. HAHA.

IT.

2010-03-19T13:09:00.001+08:00

todaaay going for IT class.
spammers tend to like my blogs. -.-" asal kene spam je blog aku. HAH.
ohh wadever. im soooo craving for...... nehhmind. HAHA.

living in my heart

2010-03-18T21:32:00.002+08:00

currently addicted to this song. lalala~
this song and DIA - Knock. but that's a little too irritating to put on my blog. HAHA.
so yeahh. im tired. painted A WHOLE ROOM. nasib mummy help. kalw tk, pengsan i. HAHA.
OMG. i think i cant watch disney's movies. tadi pagi tengok CAMPROCK aku cm nak nanges. -.-" pastu tngk MonstersINC. pon cm sedeh. HAHA.
actually cm tkde maksod ah. HAHA.
im actually quite happy todaaay. idky. but yeahh im happy. (:

haha. currently listening to the song above. suddenly my chest tightens. -.-"
maksod lagu nie sungguh mendalam. lalala~ crap sia aku.
i can sleep, i can live so because of you.
when will i feel what had before again ? hmmm~ nvm. tk perlu pon.
deepest concerns to two of my friends. stay strong. ive known both of you before u were together, and i know you'll get past this. staystrong k guys ? love you.

"please come back to me, boy."

X is a F-er.

2010-03-17T13:05:00.002+08:00

i dont like X. X prangai setan sehh. alaaa~ die ckp orang, die sndiri buat. -.-"
mak bapak bagi banyak sangat freedom. biar lah die cm gini, die attached sangat ngn itu orang, knfm saket hati lagy terok. gy mampos lah pantat.
well lalala~ go away lah. i dont like you lah EFF-ER.
dicussing wayang kulit with teha, shurr and tikah.
waiting for sya....... HAHA.

Slame nie kau hidop dalam kidney kau tuh...... -TEHA.

to be continue......~

memorylane.

2010-03-16T15:41:00.004+08:00

SO hello! long time no update here ah.
well, i feel happy + mepek this holiday. haha. when have i not ? ohh shuddup. xP
aku happy giler pasal dapat jumpe suami aku; KIM JONGHYUN. soooo hensem leyy.
nothing new really. sit at home watch tv, play comp. itu jek.
haha. that's todayy lahh. 3days ago was like soooo pack man.
tournament, selection, SHINee's meeting.
soo yeahh. suppose today go shopping with CA.
but then tikah cannot go out. maybe tomorrow.
but that one oso see first ah. maybe adik wants me to follow her somewhere. dont know where exactly.
but i know, before the weekends, HOMEWORK & PROJECTS MUST FINISH!!
okay. itu jek kot. hmm~ what else. what else.

ohh yeahh. im tempted to try something new. care to help me ? HAHA.
my friends wont. xP

ohh and also, i cried watching HSM2 this morning.
its sorta like the zacefron vanessahudgens kinda thing.
no link to the story, whatsoever.
just a minor thing down memory lane.

"you'll find out.....NEVER."

7 years of love.

2010-03-05T20:28:00.002+08:00

i wanted to be in a catoonish mood. but then nie ah si mayam nie. hah.
die gy tnjk aku vid lagu kyuhyun - 7 years of love. ade eng subtitles.
and yeahh, i cried lah. the song so sad one lehh.
the whole time i was thinking about.... ohh nehhmind. hah.
forget about it lah. 나빌 obviously dahh lupekan everything. TET.
sukati lah. tired. 바보 남자야 . haha. actually i dont mean dat. ohh, wadever.
go jump into the river lah..
kk, so yeahh. this is the vid i was talking about earlier.
enjoy. knfm nanges pnyer! haha.

사랑해 나빌 always. :)

videos that made me laugh my ass off! xD

2010-03-01T19:20:00.001+08:00

okaaaay! these vids are like omg fuNNy lah! HAHAH.
i sooooo love watching them!! weeee~ :D
enjoy people!
i had a fun day today. so cartoon-ish. HAHAHA.

Tom&Jerry.

2010-02-28T19:09:00.002+08:00

ignore the title up there. i dont know what to put. haha.
yesterday got netball training, byk jgak lah org ader.
had fun. lots of fun.
but then, before that... things happened.
haha. kecoo dok.
malas aku nak cite. yang penteng we shouted, we ran, we talked, we laughed.
it was fun. im thinking......
its no longer awkward. but then....
ntah lah. i still have thoughts, the rest may not, but i have.
my stomach pain ah. haha.
im sad. so sad. why ?
my sister is not getting married. i pity her.
that guy suck lah. ittating habes.
tpi adek die hensem. xP HAHAHA.
i love my life, but i still have the ups & downs.
but im still HAPPY.

HAPPY 16th NABIL!

2010-02-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MOHD NABIL JOHARI!
wow! your sweet sixteen lah! hah.

kk, just here to wish you all the best for your life,
be happy always lah kay ?

good luck for your olevels this year.
7 more months left. cherish them kays ?
gonnamissyou
moge panjang umor, murah rezeki and all that.
have a great sweet sixteen, friend!

misunderstood.

2010-01-31T22:17:00.002+08:00

forget the last post. acted due to emotions overload. everything's okay now.
case closed. *angkat suitcase jln*

"enough with the sorry. i apologize too. k ?"

mati pn sorg2.

2010-01-30T23:11:00.003+08:00

post nie untk ape ? untuk confirm kn yang aku dah tkkesah. sumpah. cut the crap lah korg nak mane pey, 'oh i still love you bla3'. dats jux plain fucking stupid. dah tk suke, dah NAK klua, tkya lah nak ckp gitu sume. yelah, bertige kan lebih mulia. haha. oh, u sriously dunno whats going on do you ? the person u think is the one whom u trust and trust u back isnt who u think they are. haha. i'll laugh when u finally find out the truth. just wait and see. (: oh, and cant face the facts that some people say u are a hypocrite ? ohh, come on. everyone is one. tkkn tu pn kau tkle trime? haha. even aku nie yg ego besar, ttp sedar yg aku ni hypocrite. besar pey hypocrite. but yeahh, humans. we were born to be total hypocrites/bitches/fuckers. if u cant accept that, then u are stupid. hahaha. im having fun in this post since u ppl had ur fun talking behind our backs. (: 5/4 years of friendship meant nothing. im actually nt surprised. why ? because i already saw it coming, i jux didnt want to say anything yet. sad ? maybe. dissapointed ? yeahh, a lil bit. but seriously, fighting over a FUCKING STUPID PROBLEM ? i couldnt care less. u said u wanted to leave ? 3 people is much better. why are u still hanging out with us ? go away, the rest of us dont need to see your fucking insignificant backstabbing faces. so yeah, this msg is my goodbye to you. ps:/ aku nie yang slalu buat salah ngn anyone of korg, aku rase sgt bersalah and ttp aku mntk maaf. tapi asal korg tkle ? nyatakan uh ape yg korg tk puas hati. kalw tk, maknenye sumpah korg over reacting.

handphone.

2010-01-24T20:52:00.001+08:00

korg. ive changed my number. nak tawu, ask me for it. i lost your number too. so give me yours okay ? hehe. (:

2010 spammers.

2010-01-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

hey! (; happy new year spammers ! dah lama aku tk kene spam. xD this time klakar habes seh. korg bwt aku ktawe seh tdx. xD aku paling suke yg michael jackson tuh uh. haha. aku tktawu plak org yg dah pt alam lgy satu ade internet connection. HAHA.. amacam spammers ? korg holiday bwt ape uh ? cm senyap gitu blog aku mase holiday. haha. ade lah aku pk korg dah mati. haha. blom rupenye. hahaha. klah, penat uh aku type pnjg2 pkai hp nie. hahaha. bye. spam byk2 okay ? saayaaang spammers ! :D

i lost my phone!

2010-01-20T18:53:00.002+08:00

like what the hell right ?! bingit seh aku ngn DIRI AKU SENDIRI ! aigooo~ how am i going to tell my mother ? how will i face my dad if he knows about this ? when will i hear the end of it from my sisters ? fuck. eventhough its a free phone for me, *psl bpk aku jumpe tu hp* ttp aku akan kene lecture, kutok, jerit non-stop sia~ fuckfuckfuck. sorry for the language, but im annoyed by myself. asal lah aku bleh bodoh sgt smpi hilangkn hp aku ? fucking irritating!

"this is sooo irritating !"

taxi.

2010-01-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

since tomorrow we will be needed to wear PE attire, and me & shur are in a lazy to go to school mood, we're taking the cab. HAHA. so yeahh, nothing much happening in school. its school, what is there to happen ?? haha. but so far, 2010 its going along great. boring but great. (: heee~ im happy this year. not much drama. cool all the wayy. i hope. but cant seem to forget about................... tetetet. about what uh ? i also forgot. nehhmind. HAHAH. so yeahh, dats about it. i'll post once a week at least uhh. schooling mahh.

ps/: finally we talked.

"it is still awkward though."

goodluck. ;D

2010-01-10T22:11:00.003+08:00

tomorrow will be the day for our former sec4 students and all other former sec4s to take their 'O'level results. mwahahhahahha! knfm sume takot kan ? wakakakaka. wadever it is, goodluck lah korg. (:

on another story, aku malas nak gy skola. bukan pasal blaja, tapi pasal.......... tkpe lahh. *sumpah tkde kene mengene dgn ape yg korg nga pkkn* tapi aku nak gy skola pasal nak tngk deco klas aku yg dorg buat. yes, theyre the ones who decorated, not me. i just gave xtra cash. so i did my part lah acterli. HAHA. so yeahh, i malas, tapi i mau go school. sejak bile siol aku bobal gini macam ? HAHA.
so wadever lahh sbnrnye. i fell off my cloud and im smiling, thinking how stupid i was to let everything and everyone push me off my cloud. but they didnt care, instead they laugh their ass off. so yeahh, thats the reason why i hate your effing attitude. HAHA. sape yang faham cite nie, sumpah korg genius. because this story actually tkde kene mengene ngn apape. i just felt like telling that story. haha. sumpah aku bingit. actually tk bingit uh. cume irritated sikit jek. sikit je, tak byk. kalw binatang/bende/mahkluk/org tuh continue lagi, sumpah aku akan jerit. sooo yeahh, bye people. tomorrow school lah.

ps/: i havent finish my eng hwk. like so ? xP

"ihateyoureffingirritatingattitudeyoudumbass."

tired. REALLY tired.

2010-01-10T00:07:00.002+08:00

todayy i followed my dad to work. why ? because i want the money. HAHA. so yeahh, i worked for 12hours. dari kul 9+AM to 10PM. pantat sehh. DKK WEDDING!! HAHA. the groom was DKK, the bride normal malay uh. HAH. reminds me of someone. *winks* hahahah! and this wedding bukan buffet. HIDANG. konon nak step mane pey org dulu2 uh. kalw brape ratus org, k fine uh. normal wedding ceremony. nie 2000 ORANG yg dijemput! kpale hotak die! bingit sehh aku. majlis die from 1-9PM. kul 0830, orang makin ramai. tkke biadap tuh ? HAHA. emosi sehh aku. XD ohh well, aku dapat jgak lah duit. tapi $100 jekk. saved $50, the other $50 dont know what to spend on. hehe.

so yeahh, im tired. REALLY2 TIRED. tomorrow hwk. ugh. *padahal aku jgak yg bising bile tkde hwk* so thats about it. im done. (:

"What do want from me exactly ?"

what is friends to you ? HAH.

2010-01-08T20:37:00.003+08:00

"....aku bwt byk kwn pt camp tu. aku rase bersalah psl cume kau sorg je yg aku tk lyn...... aku boleh kwn ngn kau tapi kalw kau maseh tk puas hati ngn aku, tkp lah."

aku reply sedikit sbyk suro die yg bwt choice. psl aku seriously tknk bwt pilihan. hahaha. den kwn aku nie ckp, "dia kate dia nak kwn ngn kau." behh aku ckp lahh ok. so, klah. aku pk nak jux ckp hi kalw jumpe die, like what i do with everyone else in school. den hari tu,
sya : HI ____!!
___ : hi.
aku nak ckp hi cm berat gitu, aku senyum je uh. beh die cm jln tros tpi cm tngk aku konon style cm suami aku, zul uh. haha. tros shur ckp, "i can feel the awkwardness." HAHA. stop it sehh. die yg nak kwn ngn aku, beh die yg tk layan aku. ape nie ? haha. give up seh nk step bobal ngn die. xP aku nak bobal slalu cm tkde chance gitu kan, behh die cm tk layan kan. so, like whatever lahh. =PP
kalw definition kawan pde die tu is two people not talking/layan-ing each other, den we're friends lahh. HAHA. wadever sehh.
aku tnye zeera, die pon same definisi. tpi ngn certain people. HAH. well, pade aku kawan biase, just kawan jek. tk rapat tk ape, jux ckp HI. or jux senyum bile terserempak. but ohh well, diff ppl diff understanding. HAHA.

first week of school is boring. enough said.

"i told you it will be awkward!"

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY ILY HEIDA!!

2010-01-03T23:32:00.002+08:00

Okay.. so today is her birthday. yes her, my sister. she turned 20 sehh. dah jadi member kakak aku yg first. haha. as for me, my teenage years are still coming. i still have time to enjoy them. :) we celebrated at Sofra's restraunt @ shaw towers. bolehh lah. the cheapest of all my family's celebrations. $125 jek. haha. yeahh, i had fun todayy. pictures are uploaded at fb. burok oii gmbr2 sume. HAHA.

tomorrow school. less than 8 hours to school starting. OMG. nak kene tido sehh. no more plurk, no more fb, no more blog, no more tumblr. sedeh per hidop?! D: this year special lagykk. oh goshh. stress aku! dah tkle giler korea btol nye giler sehh. -.-" its sec3 than on to sec4 than........ bye bye waktong-ians. ahh, sedeh. of course im not continuing preu. waste my time jek. haha. so yeahh, trying to cherish every single moment of waktong life that i still have. :) byebye people!

"I wonder how will things be now. awkward, definately."

2010 baik taak ?

2010-01-03T01:54:00.003+08:00

"kau rase 2010 akan baik ngn kite tak ?"
i keep asking shurr this question. aku bace alek post2 lama aku ngn blog nahnu. pehh banyak masalah. 2009 mcm siaL untk aku. untuk shur jgak. haha. tapi kenangan ttp kenangan eh shur ? :D
skrg baru aku dapat tngk the bright side of aku masok special. aku akan blaja rajin serajin2nye so that aku tk pk ttng bende2 yg tk perlu dipikir. so, yeahh. ade jgak hikmah aku masok special. :)
now 2AM and im chatting with shur. giler sehh kteorg. xP all random stuffs. hahaha. kk, goodmorning people.
29hours till school re-opens!

staying strong in 2010.

2010-01-02T02:05:00.000+08:00

well, got back home from camp. so yeahh, predictable that i cried on the last day. i just cant seem to bare that they are all going to leave me. herk & my senior netballers have already left. its sad to say that i will miss them. eventhough i only got to know them in those final moments of 2009, it made a difference. and now 2010. my sec3 seniors, or should i say now my SEC4 seniors are going through their final year. sheesh, time move so fast. i just cant help it that i feel sad thinking about you guys leaving. korg dah kecokan hidop aku selain dari NAHNU. i would like to say,
"thank you for everything. the craziness, the mepek-ness and all those advice. bile aku boring, korg ader, bile aku bermasalah pon korg ader. so yeahh, thanks. thanks for being there and making me feel better in 2009. i hope even after you guys leave, you will still remember me, cause i know i wont forget you."
especially for the 9394DUOs. walaupon ader yg antare korg aku mmg tk rapat, tapi acterli sume antare korg pernah lah be there for me. walaupon for only that one moment. sesungguhnye aku akan rindu korg giler2 pnye nanti. hope kite ttp in contact lahh. :)

thinking that this is your final year here. maybe. dont know kau continue preu ke tk. makes me feel sad. why ? because you will leave me without being on good terms. ohh yeah, i forgot. we dont exist in each other's world. -.-" tet. not even friends. ohh well, i just want to wish you good luck for your 'O' levels this year. i dont want to annoy/distract you like i did in 2009. im sorry for that. i promise you, i wont be that same girl that wants you anymore. i know where i stand and i know whats more important to you. you'll have a better life without me in it. so yeahh, goodluck for your life. aku akan doakan kau akan jumpe dgn perempuan yg sayaaang kau seperti aku sayaaang kau. sbb aku tawu aku ngn kau tk mungkin ade pape lagy. sume hanya tinggal kenangan. i wont lie, i still think of you. but its for the best. so yeahh. be happy & stay strong k nabil ? i know you have a lot to go through, but i know you can handle it. just dont be like those guys out there, smoking and all. you're waaay better than that. i know you are. so, goodluck then.

nie sume psl janz uh tady. die ckp psl ........ tet. buat aku maken nak nanges sehh. so yeahh. its 2AM and im crying.
2010, why did you come so fast ? im not done yet.

"yeah, im trying to stay strong."

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

2010. sec3. SPECIAL. -.-"
so yeah, i wont kill this blog. be posting here now and then. :)

2009-12-30T07:34:00.004+08:00

GOING TO CAMP FURQAN TODAY !!

with : tikah, tra, mayam, nana, put, dayah.

CELEBRATING MY LAST MOMENTS OF 2009 WITH MY LOVED ONES.
NAHNU13. even if not all of you will be there. gonna miss you guys. :)
a complete reunion on 4JAN. :DD CANT WAIT!

"not yet ready."

AZAM 2010.

2009-12-28T22:10:00.002+08:00

1) Hafal quran ngn ustazah ON TIME.
2) NO red marks for exam.
3) Save $20 per month. (masok bank)
4) Takmo cari pasal ngn students/teachers. No more paitaw/paoto bussiness. Insya'Allah. =X
5) Above 60% for ukhrawi subjects.
6) Keep wardrobe organized! :D

the last one mcm tk penting uhh. haha.
tu lah azam aku untuk tahun baru 2010 nie.
harap2 aku dapat complete azam2 aku. :DD
first time oyy aku ader azam untuk tahun baru. HAHA.

i hope 2010 gives me a better life. =)

"really wanting a new start"

2009-12-24T22:55:00.003+08:00

okaay. dah lama eh aku MIA dr blogger. haha. susah uh nak jage due blog.
anyways, its christmas eve! dah siap cookies and milk untuk santa claus belom ?? HAHA.
kk, aku nga giler2 christmas uhh. xD
kk, aku nk tnye.. korg prasan tk dlm SEMUA cerite christmas nie. santa claus tk pena dtg singapore ? something to think about. HAHA.

in another story.
the month of october thru december sucks. for me lahh.
i wonder whats in store for me next year... hmm~
the year 2009 didnt do me justice.
lets list things out.

- FEB; i was played. dumped 4days after valentines. -.-" didnt take it too harsh uhh. i didnt even care for the guy. xP
- MARCH/APRIL; maulud. luahan hati ngn that someone pt klas 1308/2209. few days later dapat the "ihateyou" msg. jeng. -.-"
-MAY; gadoh psl marina barrage. tet. dont need to explain further. got a call from that someone's mother. end of that.
-JUNE; rebutia~~ best moments of my life. mintak maaf with that someone.
-JULY; got a call from that someone, luahan hati lagyy. YESCOM, giler2 habes ngn shur. 2weeks later, die dump aku lagy. *bukan mataer nye dump uh*
-AUGUST; makcik sblh changi prison call. -.-" ade spotcheck. HAHA. keco. xP
SEPTEMBER; 2209 step tdo bile period insyak. xD
OCTOBER; That someone buang surat2 aku! :@ 13th was the day NAHNU became 13. woaah style! xD
NOVEMBER; p6 cari psl ngn JASPA. tet. aku kene spam. bigger TET. got back the wallet and watch. BIGGEST TET!. member paitaw kwn. -.-" kene spam lagy. -.-
DECEMBER; left him. got to noe im in SPECIAL. tet.

and here i am. mostly suckish uhh. but those little moments i had fun kinda off balanced it all. :D
now im thinking about why.. why did i like slack in my life. ohh, well. the past cant be change. i can only learn from it. being matured about this. acheyy~ HAHA.
heyy. its christmas! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

al-ittihad's performance. 061209

2009-12-08T14:00:00.002+08:00

okaay. here's the video of al-ittihad @ eemah's siblings wedding.
sesungguhnye gmbr die tk clear tros, sound die okay2 uhh.
sorry uh hariz. cume satu je vid yg clear sikit. the rest all tk clear tros.
apape, bukan aku yg amik. jadi tkle salahkn aku. =) haha.
good job anyways. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARIZ!

2009-12-05T10:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY MUHD HARIZ RASIP!!
kau pon member yanaa uh dpt ic lmbt.. HAHA.
masalah sey aku kacau org tkde ic, padahal aku pon tkde. xP
okayy. moge kau panjang umor, murah rezeki and all dat..
all the best for your life k bro ?
kene serious taww nxt yr.. 'o' level lah !!
blaja rajin2 okaay.
kk, see you around next year k bro ? =)
have a happy birthday!! (:
ps/: semangat ehh aku wish kau thru msg, fb ngn blog ? HAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANAA!! =D

2009-12-04T08:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY NUR LIYANA PAHRORAZI!!
baru nk jejak 15 ? baru nk dpt ic ?
aiseyymaan.. lmbt lahh lu~ *padahal aku sndiri blom dpt xD*
okay okay. just here to say, all the best in your life.
blaja rajin2.. 'o' levels okay next year!! haaaa~ future beb!
love life and live it to the fullest ok ? =)
Have a very happy birthday aites ?
see you around~ takecare!! =D
p.s/: semangat tk aku, wish kau skali 3 kali ?? xD

2009-12-03T14:43:00.001+08:00

my final say :
im sorry. you dont understand. it wasnt meant to be.

today's story.

2009-11-28T19:29:00.002+08:00

okay.. aku summarizekn psl aku malas nk tulis panjang2.

i saw him, he saw me and we walked away.
surveyed bowling, ice-skating, karoke.
went to mccafe.
played bowling.
lepak-ed at shur's crib.
accompanied jannah buy specs.

went home.
now, thinking......

spam lahh lagi

2009-11-25T23:35:00.003+08:00

balek2 org spam aku..

mane2 aku pegi org spam akuu..

org2 ni btolnye tkde life..

bak kate seseorg itu, "Go Die,Fucker."

lalala~

pperfect day to spam me...

im sooo having my mood swing today..

good job, good job.

asshole. =)

maruah kau mane ?

2009-11-24T22:30:00.005+08:00

kau macam gini, name kte kau kotorkn taw.

think about us lahh.

irritang nk mamps siol kau.

buih sey org nasihatkn.

~~siaL pey pompan~~

moving to tumblr! =)

2009-11-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

IM MOVING SOON!!
HEHE.
tk post pat sini byk2 uh..
addicted to tumblr.
my 2010 blog.. HAHA.
soo.. tngk uhh kalw ader mood aku post pat sini uhh.
but 2010 nanti aku suro korg sume relink okayy? =)
byee~

"Its not about forgetting, its about accepting the fact that everything is gone."

change.

2009-11-21T20:59:00.003+08:00

ive been thinking alot lately..

i need to change by 2010..

i need to let go of a lot of things.

i cant keep lying to myself thruout my whole life.

i need to finally realize how i feel, whats my weekness, my strength & whats best for me.

i really2 want to stop lying to people & MYSELF.

how u ask ? i really have no idea.

im not the type to actually truely change, but i WANT to.

i NEED to. not that anyone told me to. but i just relized this myself.

so.. i think im gonna give another heartache to this wonderful n appriciative guy ive ever known.

im so sorry dear. i have to do this. i know i keep doing this to you but, i think this is final.

you WILL find a better someone than me, the one who will never hurt you in any way like i did.

please move on, for me. please dear. i cant continue this, i want whats best for you. AND me.

this relationship isnt going anywhere anyway.

you'll probably be happier w/o me.

im doing this for my own good. this is whats best for me.

i hope you understand.

i like him. ALOT. but i dont think i LOVE him.

my heart still yearns for that someone that i know i'll never get back together with.

i just dont wanna lie to anyone about this anymore.

yes i miss him. but who wouldnt rite?

he was one of the greatest things that has happened in my life.

so, i know i wont forget him.

feelings for him ? -unsure.

special or xpress, i know i have to work hard either way.

i dont wanna have any red marks anymore.

tk lawa u noe~ xD

need to start from the begining.

education is my no. 1 priority now.

poly beb, poly. nk capai cite2 aku lahh.

FORGET all the guys, the people that i shouldnt bother with, the stupid problems that i think is big.

FORGET ALL THAT!

for now, think of my future. aku nk duit lahh.

blaja bagos2 dpt keje gaji 5-digit. insya'Allah.

kalw aku ade fail, kene blanje shur. dat was the deal.

kalw fail fiqh, blanje popeye.

fail yg laen, mcd.

fail acad, blanje wayang.

BANKRUPT AKU LAHH GINI! xD

its her way of encouraging me to study.

thanx shurr. aku fail, kau gain uh. xP

hahaha! my friends will always be there for me through the ups & downs of skool life.

I LOVE YOU FOR THAT.

thank you dear friends. i will miss you dearly when we part.

"Changing for the better."

results tomorrow. aigoo~

2009-11-19T21:26:00.003+08:00

HARI ESOK YG MENENTUKAN ARAH HIDOPKUU.
jiwang (?) tpi mmg uhh.
esok dpt tawu masok ape stream.
tu yg akan menentukan future aku kat mane.
sesungguhnye aku nak sangat masok special.
tapi aku takot fiqh ngn insyak aku akan bwt aku turon percentage.
cmne nie ? kalw tk dpt masok special, xpress pon okay uh.
redha tuh redha uh. tapi, aku ttp nk masok special.
hmm~ cmne sey ? aku takot!!
results ? streaming ? 2010 ? aigoo~
aku stress!!
so how ? so how ?
nak mase brhenti bwt seketika bleh ?
dis yr cm cepat gilerr time berlalu.
aku belom puas merasai menengah 2.
belom lagy byk kenangan yg manis dgn klas aku .
tapi, sekian 2tahun aku pt klas yg same, pde sec1 & sec2,
klas tu aderlah saksi atas segala kebahagiaan, kesedihan, pergaduhan, penyindiran yg aku tlah lalui.
dh brape byk kali aku nanges dlm klas tuh.
dh brape byk kali aku ketawe cm nk mati.
dh brape byk kali aku kene sindir & aku sindir org. ^^
dh brape byk kali aku mengamok dlm klas tuh.
dan klas tuh menjady saksi atas percintaan aku ngn diaa~
sesungguhnye aku rindu convo ngn diee.
ah k, diam lah.
aku rindu ukhwahh ONETHREE.
twosquared '09 nie cm tk ukhwahh sgt.
but still fun. im really gonna miss 2009.
terlalu byk kenangan, walaupon mase singkat, ttp kenangan.
I LOVE EVERYONE WHO HAS EVER MADE ME SMILE THIS YEAR.
thank you dearies. =)

no matter how hard i try, its not possible for me to undergo what you want me to. i seem to live my life the way I want. not the way people want me to. i appreciate what you have adviced me this past year, and im trying my best to be the best that i can be because you believed in me. i thank you cause you've made a big difference in my life. but i know i have to let go and start believing in myself. i will never forget you eventhough you want me to. you're the greatest thing that has ever happen to me, eventhough you've hurt me countless of times. you taught me valueble lessons in life. thank you, friend.

"Finally feeling that sadness of letting everything go."

fuck you lahh.

2009-11-19T00:04:00.003+08:00

ohh fuck him. ruin my mood for todayy. iddiot.
aku adelah happy2 ngn nahnu sume maen searching2 pt geylang..
pastu bobal2, lepak sume.
abey die bgy bende tuh alek.
kepale hotak die lahh.
kau ckp yg kau nk aku lupekn kau,
tpi u keep coming in my life . kau tawu tk?
asal tknk bgy aku bende tuh bile kau buang surat2 aku?
asal kene skrg? psl mak kau dh tawu? bodoh.
theres a thing called lying. u shuld try it.
pndi tipu sal bende laen, tpi part mak kau tnye psl aku, rela hati kau jujur.
tkke bodoh tuh??
abey yanaa ckp yg kau acterli tknk sakitkn hati aku lah.. blablabla..
ehh, kau pk aku ni bodoh?
dah brape byk kali kau ckp gitu ngn aku?
sudahh lah. kau menyusahkn yanaa je dlm bab nie.
aku dah tknk ade org yg jdy messenger antare aku ngn kau.
nak gy bobal ngn aku sndiri uh. wadevs sia kau.
aku dh malas nk lyn karena kau.
pandai suro aku berubah jdy baik.
abey kau tuh? berubah the other way round. how stupid cn u get?

"Just fuck off my life & just live yours."

last week of skool super boring.

2009-11-17T20:02:00.004+08:00

i keep saying "WTH?" & "WTF?" today..

hahaha. ntah. cm automatic gitu.

tk phm ? k, diam. =PP

tady watch star golden bell.

suke u~

OMG! sume hot giler!!

tpi solbi menggatal ngn hyun aku!!

bingit!! HAHA. *jangkit mayam & shurr kejap*

adeke patot die ckp, "i like a guy who cn sing, so i think my ideal guy would be jonghyun."

AKU DEBIK DIE BARU TAWU! haha.

abey dorg sume suro hyun nyanyikn die. ish. biadaps sey.

onew nk imitate hyun aku nyanyi pon tk smpi.

HAHA.

NANA!! kesiann kau~ juri menggatal ngn onew kau.

mentel habis sey tuh ank! xD

cm nk debik die smpi kurus! xD

hahahhaha!

okay2. sudahh~ nnti blog aku jdy cm blog mayam & shur. xD

so tady spring cleaning.

keco uh. HAHA. sume semangat.

cume ade lah org tuh yg TAK BUAT KEJE LANGSONG!

aku debik die baru tawu!

hahaha. what wif me and the word "debik"??

ntah. =D

den aftr dat maen captain ball sume..

den gy sp, makan kfc.

ade cite! ade cite!

aku ngn shur nk gy cuci tgn. bey skali hariz nga cuci tgn dulu.

so diri blakang die uh.

bey kwn2 die sume, "hariz, jangan. pandang. blakang."

*so, he turned slowly*

then dorg sume, "OHH, almk! hensem uh gitu!!"

aku ngn shurr ketawe non-stop.

HAHA. k, tu jek uh. xD

den gy montip ngn shur jap. den go home.

boring eh todayy? yeahh~

so what? my life per? got problem? gy tanam dlm2 sudaa~

HAHA. k, sumpah aku mepek..

byee~

~~"there's alot of good things that outnumbered the bad things abt you... dats y its hard for me to let you go..."~~

- alaa kau. go jump in the river lahh!

"Promises are just words being said."

jumpe uh seyy. kalw tk kecot. =)

2009-11-16T21:10:00.005+08:00

YOG just now..
nak bunoh naufal can ? HAHA.
damn irritating mahh him. hahhaa!
aku bobal bahase ape siol??
bahase aku ah bey? xD
gy umah shurr aftr skool..
cm umah kedua eh korg??
HAHA.

**

okayy. ehh, spammers.
kau nie agama aper uhh??
nak kate islam, tpi tegor org maki2..
tu psl kte ckp ngn kau, nk tegor, cermin diri dulu..
kau org yg maki2, bey nk xpect nahnu dgr ckp kau bile kau tegor ??
masok akal tk ??

ohh, n since kau suro aku mntk maaf ngn bdk antunkia kn?

aku dah bobal ngn dorg uh ehh.

unlike kau, dorg tk kecot uh nk bobal ngn aku. =)

okayy. ANTUNKIA, SORRY PSL THIS MISUNDERSTANDING.
kk, ape kate kan..
since kau ckp ngn kte yg kau nie dtg dgn niat yg baik..
kite jumpe lepas skola hari wednesday or thursday lps skola??
jady senang kau nk luahkan sgale ape bende yg kau tk puas hati ngn kte..
kte akan trime tegoran kalw kau tegor ngn baik..
so better kte jumpe face to face kan?
dont worry.. kte tkkn rembat kau. =)
ingt taw.. jumpe kite lepas skola, pat batu hitam. kte tunggu for 10 mins je..
kalw kau tk dtg, maknenye kau kecot.
kalw kau kecot, kau tkya nk step tegor2 org uh pt sini. =)
*peace*

**

hmm~ aku kesian uh tngk kwn2 aku.
asal kene paitaw jek kite, asl kite jek di-paitaw.
haha! mepek. so what? my blog waat.. =PP
sabar jek kk. aku dah biase lahh kene nie sume..
mmg menyakitkn, but its a part of life seyy.
bak kate aku & shur, "kalw nie sume tk trjady, hidop korg akan boring."
hahaha. soo,jux redha jelah..
yeahh~ i noe it hurts, but lama2 okay lah tuhh.
*smile always*

"aku maseh ingat sgale2nye..."

Misunderstanding.

2009-11-13T21:19:00.008+08:00

*hyun bwt nie pt aku taw!!*

hmm~ dah sudahh..

all of it is all a misunderstanding okaay?

kk, tutop crite..

aku cume nk tawu jek sape spam aku..

anyways, today is friday the 13th.

hahaha. no special thing uhh.

cume nk blang jekk friday the 13th.

hahaha!

hmm~ acterli today no story uhh.

pasal tk klua.. boring dok..

sit at home, eat, watch tv, eat, sleep, eat.

i keep eating. stress sey aku..

nk klua!! hahaha!

but dunno where to go!!

hahaha!

asyik2 aku lepak umah shurr jek.

tkke boring tuh? haha!

esk nk maen netball, ader yg tkle..

hais.. cmne??

i want to plan to do smnthg..

but i dunno wat..

hahaha!

nak plan psl baju nahnu (?)

deco 3210 (?)

outing for the whole school holiday (?)

no life sey. xD

hahahaha. hmm~

idk wat to do tomorrow n sun..

tkkn 3days brturut tk klua~?

ish. boring. haha.

kk, byee~ tu jek aku nk tulis.

"Truth is needed."

khas buat antunkia yg bace blog aku..

2009-11-12T22:56:00.001+08:00

aku rase aku dah tahu sape spam aku..
nmpknye mcm bdk2 antunkia..

thnx for entertaining me, eemah, shurr, mayam, nana and sab for that time being.

best kan korg masok blog aku tros tag. lagy2 si eemah nie.

hahahaa.

i only have one thing to say,

"i really dont care.

bcos i dont hate you guys or anything.

krg tuh gy bace aku nye archives dh knp eh..?

BULAN MAY LAGI! 6BULAN SEY! hahahaha!

aku dh tk amik kesah sal korg lah.

korg nk isap ke, tindik ke, ape ke,

i dont care. have fun spamming k antunkia?

dah habes xam nie aku nk ader smthng to entertain me."

damdamdidamdamdamdidamdam

2009-11-12T21:11:00.003+08:00

I was organizing my pix on the comp,

*nak ikot shurr kejap*

and was searching for this picture..

mcm cool kan?? xD

acterli aku nk amik gmbr sape ntah,

bey ader org langgar aku, tros aku trpicit den tramik nie gmbr.

hahaha. klakar kan?

tk uh acterli.. HAHA.

but i like this pix. =DD

tady aku, shur n teha rode the bust for 1hr40mins.

haha! pey lama!!

dr vivo gy tamp, ape tk lama!?

hahahaha. abey shurr cm boring giler, tros amik byk2 gmbr tk penting.

no life huh shur?? xD

tapi lawa jgak gmbr2 die..

hehehe. hantar aku yer?? =DD

i dunno why, but im getting mood swings recently.

little things piss me off.

ntah lah.. aku bknnye "red light" but im getting these mood swings.

im sick of everything and everyone.

including myself..

everything & everyone's changing..

why?

i dunno. im changing..

why? tu lagi aku tktawu.

hmmm~ sakit uh otk pkkn..

2009 is coming to an end.

so fast. 2010 will enter in 1 and a half mnth+

cepat gitu mase brlalu tahun nie.

i miss my secONETHREE family..

i miss the old EVERYONE.

bak kate aku, "people change, you have to accept that."

so i think i have to listen to myself..

hmm~ its hard dont you think?

oh well. we'll never noe unless we try rite?

so.. okay.

tu jekk uh, malas nk post lagi..

byeee~

"just stop. please?"

EXAM DAHABIS!

2009-11-11T13:33:00.002+08:00

YEAHH!! the day has come!!
EXAM IS OVER!!
yeahhh~~ aku happy giler!!
dah klua tros pekik!!
lagy2 si shur!
hahahaha!
happy siol! n now at mayam's crib with shur..
going to pennin with jannahz.
hehe. its raining beb! weee~
aku cm asyik lepak umah org jek.
aku cm tkde umah sndiri. ahahha!
okaay. 2morrow YOG training.
malaaaas. dah lah kene jadii leader..
the reason is.....
psl teacher ingt name aku.
mwahahaha~ lame. xD

kk, bye. nk jumpe jannah.
take care people!! ENJOY!!

ORIGINALS OKAAAY!? XD

2009-11-09T15:43:00.002+08:00

ILY & SHUR's JAM KESYGAN! xD

original CASIO okaaay! *shur punyerr*

Levi's beb! woo~! *mine okaaay*

there, see! LEVI'S! ORIGINAL! xD

*cm bdk ____ punyer, tpi ORIGINAL*

haha. kk, this post cm tk penteng gituhh.

walaupon jam puteh aku nie cm bdk _____ punyer,

there's a big diff...

nk tawu aper??

AKU PUNYER ORIGINAL!! xD

mwahahahaha!

i keep repeating the word ORIGINAL.

so what? my blog waat? =PP
i was at shur's crib just now.

and you know whaaaat???

IKSK is back in business!! woohoo~

tady best giler pt umah shur, from 1130 tuh 0530.

HAHA. gerek perh!? umah shur kn cm umah kedua aku. xD

kan shur kan? barang2 kte sume kte share. hahaha!

sisters se-estet! xD

in other news, keco perh aku nyer tagboard?

hahahaha!

best oyy stiap kali bkk blog mesti ader bende nk bace.

dulu private, blog cm dh nyawa2 ikan.

ehh, spammers. aku minah ehh??

stahu aku, org yg tk suke ngn aku, dorg ckp..

aku nie, cm phm lah.

aku step lah.

aku bwk mulot lah.

aku kental lah.

tapi korg the first to say yg aku nie minah.

hahaha! something new that i can work on to irritate people like you. HAHA.

and also, korg nie suke nabil per?

asyik bising jek yg aku nie mcm phm nk suke org cm die..

kalw korg suke die, SILAKAN.

sesungguhnye korg outdated kalw korg pk aku msh suke die..

bak kate adik die, "lupekn yg lama, amik yg baru."

HAHA.

alaa~ asik die pon tuh acterli cm phm..

tk favour aku ngn die..

eh eh. dah out of topic plak. HAHA.

ohh, n harap maklom. aku bkn amik simpati ye dear spammers.

aku rase korg tktawu erti KAWAN/SAHABAT/MEMBERS.

so what ader org nk mempertahankn aku?

abey asal? takot? hahaha!

kecot lah niee!! mwahahahaa!

okaay.. aper lagi eh nk add??

tkpe uh.. aku pon luper. HAHA.

n lastly, im a NIGAHIGA FAN!

mwahahaha!

tngk vids die tdy ngn shur, pecah perot oyy!

hahahaha!

okay dah tu jek..

p.s/: have fun at my blog!! come again kay? =D

"GET A LIFE. HAHA."

spam spam spam.

2009-11-07T23:59:00.003+08:00

skali due lah seyy.

kk, knfm tk phm.

cume aku je lah yg phm. HAHA.

aku spam org, org spam aku alek.

abey spam blog yg dah berabok.

dah outdated dah sudah lahh.

kalw tk pro nk spam, maen jauh2 lahh.

haha. aku tawu this day will come, psl aku mmg sngaje public kan dat blog.

tpi tk sangke plak skrg bru org2 nie nk spam.

dh sbln tk update sey blog tuh.

hahahaha. klakar lahh budak2 nihh.

tk tngk ehh last post aku date aper?

6OCTOBER syg.

kau spam aku 1stNOVEMBER.

laen kali, investigate cepat2, jgn bile blog dah tk active baruu kau nk cari psl.

hahaha! aku baek2 nga boring kau bwt aku ketawe sey.

haha. tapi, bile bobal tuh, ader cara lah sikit ehh.

jgn asal bley buih jek. okaay? :D

on another storyy.

tady aku gy airport ngn bdk nahnuu.

biase2 uh yg dtg.

kekek lahh evrytime klua ngn korg. xD

hmm~ den just now flood fb ngn shur n khairi.

haha. smpi 100 comments sia.

kecian shur, kene delete the mail notifications.

brabad kemudian bru kau habes shur! xD

hahaha!

todayy aku tk hafal hadith, instead aku maen comp.

so wat? sukati aku uh! haha!

esk uh aku hafal.. nari cm penat uh..

korg nk tawu smthng tk?

HYUN AKU PUNYER~!

k dah. tu jer. gdnyte evryone!!

"FYI, i dont care. do as you wish."

new skin.

2009-11-07T00:45:00.003+08:00

everyone keep changing skin.

aku pon ikot uh.

checking out the skins, and i screamed!

hyun my love!

ohh how i love you so.

k, dah mepek. its ONE AM. what do you xpect? HAHA.

exam period.

2009-11-06T21:53:00.002+08:00

sekian lama aku tk online. akhirnya online jgak. HAHA.

hari nie aku online pon pasal tdy dah hafal hadith sikit and i was super bored.

musim hujan and musim sakit. tak suke uu~

6 days has passed, 12 papers are done.

3 days left, 3 papers to go.

kk, aku critekn ikot turutan.

friday; maths = bley tahan uh.. xpect to get 80+. =)

monday; fiqh = it will be a miricle if i get above 60. 37marks gone! =(

english 1 = senang jgak uh. 400+ words, psl bunuh2. HAHA.

tuesday; insyak 1 = i think i failed this paper. aku nye compo out of topic. BOL. xP

bm 1 = bley thn uh. crite ade bunuh2 jgak. i dunno whats wif me and horror stories. xD

wednesday; tafsir = AKU PASS. ustzh kiasu, on that day jgak die mark paper aku. mcq aku fucked up, but soal jwb was great. =DD

sejarah = aku brsyukur kalw aku pass uhh. paham2 uh.

thursday; tauhid = ustz was 30mins late. xpect to get arnd 30+. lost 10 marks.

bm 2 = senang jgak. aku akan tuntut 2 markah psl cikgu blang org laen kene tukar peribahasa tapi tk blang aku. kejam! xD

friday; nahu = xpect to get arnd 90. hehe.

english 2 = summary songsang. the rest okay uh.

thats the summary of the xam week.

blom habes uh. nxt week tinggal tige..

fuhh~ tk sabar aku!

pastu bley.....

ENJOYYY!!!!

but then...

streaming results...

*takoot!*

hmmm~ tukar topic uh. haha.

the day aftr our last paper nk kene gy training for YOG thingy.

jauh doh! redhill!

abey kene sampai kul 9.

tkke giler tuh?? xD

soo. im just waiting for everythng to end.

in other news, *cheyy dah cm wartawan plak*

the underage are trying to grow up to fast.

weii~ enjoy life lahh. nak trkeja2kn senior wtpe?

cm tkde dignity jek.

n harap maklom,

when you mess with jaspa, u mess with nahnuu,

when u mess with nahnuu, u mess wif the sec2s (kwn2 kiteorg uh)

and the sec3s (nana, sya, nab, mayam, aku, put nye link)

and bdk 93s (shurr, put, tra nye link)

and the frends of the 93s (mayam nye abg nye gang)

and the preus (aku, shurr, tra nye link)

and the sec4s (mayam, shurr, put, sya, nana nye link)

ala~ senang kate,

u mess with nahnuu, u mess wif THE WHOLE SCHOOL.

so, pandai2 jage diri uh. kalw the underage people still have not change,

siap uh nxt yr.

budak kacang sia~ haha.

so thats all yg aku nk crite bwt mase skrg uh.

dah malas nk post lagy.

sal pompan2 zaman skrg nye prangai (maksudkn that group), tuh dah laen crite.

panjaaaang sgt. aku malas.

biarlah. bak pepatah,

choices have....

consequences.

so, jage2 lah sume ye.

byee~

ps/: SHINee G! kn shurr? xD

"feeling more and more terrified each day."

ring ding dong~

2009-10-18T20:15:00.004+08:00

Yaaa ampuuuun!!!
Hyun ~~sheeqs~~ aku punyer lahh hott~!
i really really really like their new look!!
jonghyun & key mcm bad boyy!! i like!
minho & taemin makin hot!
onew makin kiut!!
ZOMG! GGOMG! I LOVE THEM!
walopon hyun masih hot, i still miss his old hair.
but i have no complains abt this one~
HE HE HE! xD
I LOVE YOU HYUN!!
KIM JONGHYUN ~~SHEEQS~~ AKU PUNYER!

fb quizzes...

2009-10-16T20:21:00.002+08:00

kk, sumpah i have nothing to do.
hahaha.
i took a quiz on horoscope thingy..
bey die ckp 10reasons why youre a scorpio:
10. oh so mysterious. (no comment bout this. =x)
9. Your motto : "Leave Me Alone" (oh so true.. =D)
8. All that power. (with great power comes great responsibility. HAHA.)
7. Such a deep thinker. (ape kejadah?)
6. Get on the depression express. (HAHA. tknk ckp uh. xD)
5. What a rebel. (yeke? aku nie good girl lahh. HAHA.)
4. Want what you cant have. (SO TRUE! XD)
3. Fear nothing. (bedek uhh.)
2. Such a sharp tongue. (hehe. known for it. =X)
1. You were born under the sign of scorpion!! (ok. nie dah tkde maksod uh. -__-")

mepek uh acterli post nie..
tulah. saper suro bace.
k dah. bye.

"Just forget the things that needs to be forgotten."

NBB.

2009-10-13T20:47:00.003+08:00

Whats happening??

idk.. i cant seem to see why she would do that.

sesungguhnye janz n mai,

kteorg tk prnh sebot name korg pon dlm apape..

idky she told you guys we did. but demi Allah kte tk prnh sebot name janz n mai dlm hal kte.

se-hypocrite sume org uh.. or better yet se-hypocrite aku lahh kan, aku tk lah tikam blakang smpi gitu skali.

se-paoto kiak aku lah kan, aku atleast ader reason bile aku paoto. walaopon kdg2 tk munasabah, ttp aku ader reason.

skrg aku nk tawu reason kau aper uh pompan.

yes, aku pon hypocrite dgn seseorg tu yg aku tawu by this time kau dah paoto.

tpi hypocrite aku pon kan, tk menjejaskn org tu.

bilang aku, sape kalw nk mntk tlg tak buat baik??

kalw kte nk smthng mmg kte buat baik kn.

DOH! aku dah malas uhh eh cmni.

adelah kte rase bersalah bile kau kate kau trpinggir lah, ape lah watever shit.

wheres u never did trust/like us. den y kau pon termasok dlm nahnu?

bile kau tknk share ngn kte prob kau, kau ckp yg DIE lagy memahami lahh. we accepted dat stupid excuse n tak pernah pakse kau share.

and in the end kau ckp yg kau dr awal tk pernah pcayekn kte.?

perangai pe sia?

memang patot kte pinggir kn kau uh.

tk layak lahh kau nk jdy part of nahnu.

SE-HYPOCRITE & SE-PAOTO KIAK AKU LAH KAN, KAU LAGY TEROK LAH.

ps:/ bile kte klua skola nnti, buku2 dlm bilik library tu jdy saksi semua pergaduhan kte. -mayam.

2009-10-07T21:53:00.002+08:00

ive moved on.

finally realized that what he did was to actually help me.

thanks. i dont hate you for what youve done anymore.

you were right. i have to move on.

and i finally have. =)

random iddiot.

2009-10-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

"oh wadever.
kau nak aku lupakan kau kan? consider yourself forgotten.

n btw, dont worry. kawan2 aku mungkin masih layan kau uh.

cume aku je tk. its what you want kan.
aku harap kau hidop bahagie uh eh.

hope there's someone who can endure with your effing irratating attitude.

cause i sure cant take it anymore."

"I HATE YOU."

unprivate.

2009-10-05T22:57:00.003+08:00

im unprivating my blog..
idky. but nk unprivate kn jekk.
sesungguhnya aku maseh not over what has happen.
my first week of october suck.
seriously.. cm sume bende, makhluk cari psl ngn aku.
jengjengjeng.
lagy2 si naufal tuh.
die kaaan, jgn smpi aku paoto pt mak die sal dila, farahin n nabilah nazron uh!
aku nye tahap paoto memaoto dah nk smpi seyy.
kalw lagy skali die cari psl... jengjengjeng!
haha!
nnti tk psl2 si abg die pon ken paoto sal isap rokok.
haha!
i dont care e e e e e~
dorg dh tk wujud dalam hidop aku lagy.
he suck. the johari brothers sucks. for me lahh~
little things can piss me off. so jage2 lah sume yer?
hahaha.

"I cant even look at you now,

you iddiot."

crite yg sungguh tk penting~

2009-10-05T22:26:00.003+08:00

otw to school.

I was thinking about the dream~

and then.....

"EHH SORRY SORRY!!"

hahaha!

tk penting uh crite. aku nga termenung, bey lagu suju - sorry sorry pt ria~

suke i~ aku nyanyi sekuat hati! haha.

dah sampai umah.

nga pk sal fii, thinking kalw aku ngn die......

*lagu 4minutes - hot issue*

check name.... skali....

S. Luthfi <3 .. HAHA.

cm tawu je aku nga pk sal diee.

n nnti habes xam, die ajk aku klua.

JENGJENGJENG.

andiaccepthisoffer

NO MORE!

2009-10-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

I HATE HIM!
die tk berhak nk buang surat2 tuh!!!
tu sume dh jadi hak aku sey~
musibot nye jantan!
TAK AMANAH!
subhanallah walhamdulillah wala ilaha ilallah wallahuakbar~
Ya Allah ily. jgn start maki2 lagy ily.
nnti jdy masalah lagi.
TAPII!~ aku dah tkle take it sey!
dah 4KALI die sakitkan hati aku!!
die pk aku ni batu?! tkde prasaan!?
alamaak!~
tkpe uh. what goes arnd comes around.
i tot he was a nice guy. i take that back.
he's a jerk for doing this to me.
nvm. redha jelah. dah takdir Allah kan.. aku ley bwt aper..
i'll forgive him, eventually.
bt sesungguhnye aku tkkn lupa die bwt aku cmni.
but wait.
forgive him? HE DIDNT EVEN SAY HE WAS SORRY!
what is there for me to forgive?!
ohh, forget it. he suck.
i finally can say with confidance that I HATE HIM.

"im trying to learn how to handle things with patience.

but im dont really think im strong enough."

insyak lesson.. fuNNy!

2009-09-25T21:06:00.005+08:00

the only thing that is worth metioning todaay is what happened during the last period..
klas aku sume sepakat nk step tdo bile time insyak..
nk tngk ustz nye expression aper bile masok klas..
pey klakar~ sume cooperate seyy.. except si hamidah tuh uhh. -.-"
sesungguhnya kite sume enjoy doing that tady.. HAHA.
let the pictures show you..

it was a funny period..

for once, aku ader memori yg indah ngn sec 2/2.. HAHA.

slame nie aku mmg tk happy dlm sec2/2.

aku skrg pon nga pk sal streaming..

kalw masok special, kemungkinan besar aku tkle cope ngn subject2 diee.

kalw express, aku tkt kalw tkle make it, nnti lps sec4 aku nk gy mane??

kalw ukhrawi, AKU TK SUKE HAFALAN BEB! tpi its easy to pass seyy.

soo, im really3 confused right now. hmm~

ntahlahh.. aku tnye mak aku, die ckp "ikot suke hati kau uh.. kau nk msk xpress, kau msk, kau nk msk special, kau msk.. yg penting kau blaja btol2."

dat doesnt really ans my question..

hmm~ nnti2 lahh aku pkkn..

SYAWAL MENJELMA!!

2009-09-19T21:46:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!

YAY! raya dh sampai!! im in a good mood since just now seyy~

hahaha. i got the raya fever mahh~ hahaha.

sesungguhnya aku suke sangat bile bulan syawal.

kekecohan nk masak tady.. kemas umah.. lagu raya on the radio 24/7.

fuhh~ no wonder aku good mood. hehehe.

kepada kwn2 kuu semua.

aku nk mntk maaf pt korg okayy.

aku tawu aku byk salah ngn korg.

harap korg maafkn aku. thankyou!

SLAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN SYAWAL!!

Plurk~

2009-09-15T21:19:00.003+08:00

im having fun with my plurkers! HAHA.

sesungguhnye aku hari nie mood random.

penat + giler + stress + happy.

aku tktawu asal aku happy, tpi cm ader prasaan happy gitu. HEH.

soo, im updating bcoz si DEE PT MLAYSIA tuh bising nk aku update.

so here it is k.

soo, recently ader sikit masalah ngn budak __, psl aku pinjam name one of the members.

childish ritee dem?? yeahh i noee.

aku tknk cite sal tuh uh.. nnti mane lah tawu dorg bley hack ke aper ke. HAHA!

so yesterday.... i didnt noe y. but i cried.

smlm, fii tnye aku..

"i nk tau.. u btl2 sygkn i ke tk? bkn ape ah, cume aftr all u've been thru, sanggup ke u trime i dgn hati terbuke?"

aku jwb uh,

"i sbnrnye tknk ade mataer or anythng yg kene mengene ngn tuh. tpi i tk tipu bile i ckp i syg u. cume i tk biase sgt bile u give me alot of attention. i really appreciate wat we have here, tpi i dh serik nk involve ngn lelaki lgy. sorry if i gave u false hope."

den die ckp uh yg die sedih. aku tnye knp, die jwb..

"sedih kerana cinta dan syg yg u beri hanye skadar untk sedapkan hati i"

aku tros tk reply sey! ape maksod sey!?

die nk ckp yg aku tipu diee?? yg aku memainkn prasaan die??

sesungguhnye aku tk sey! aku tktawu sey situasi aku cmne!!

den half hour later die msg lagy... ckp sory uh die ckp gitu.

aku reply,

"nahh~ its okay. n i think u deserve some one better. someone who appriciate u n the love u give dem mre than i do. so sory if ive given u false hope."

n todaay, hp aku senyaaap.

tk senyap sgt uh.. hassan bru tdy msg aku. haha.

soo, wadever laah. suke hati diee lah die nk buat n pk aper.

aku malaaas nk cite lagy! HAHA.

"salah sgt ke kalw i nk jage prasaan u?"

2009-09-10T10:38:00.001+08:00

Not going to post anytime soon.

too many problems, lazy to blog.

i'll post when i feel like it.

Bye-Bye readers!

MALANG GIRLS~ xD

2009-09-08T22:37:00.001+08:00

aku confused giler babs punyer!

kan shur kan kan kan?

aku cm nk mati sey!

astaraghfirullah ily! bulan ramadan sey.

jangan kau, jangan.

k ape aku mepek??

haha!

aku stress giler.

nk move on? nk stay setia?

nak tawu mane aku dlm hidop die.

i need the answer... like.. now~!

tpi tkpe. mungkin aku tunggu esk.

sbb skrg dh kul 11. die dah tdo.

so i think i'll wait.

"am i really going to do this?"

RYC~

2009-09-06T21:32:00.008+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking.. =)

IM DONE! [=

"i ade kawan baru taww~ die hot. xD"

Retards. xD

2009-09-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

tady cm sume gitu org balek just bcoz ustz halim halau. -.-"

tinggal aku , mayam n shurr jek.

den dah tktawu nk bwt aper, kte maen lahh game.

haha. game nie, blom diname kn uh. tpi best giler! ketawe non stop! xD

"zulkifli nga lepak ngn nabil pt bawah katil mayam bile malam raye."

my favorite results of this game. hahaha!! aku tawu korg tk phm. xD

dhen kite maen bingo~ hahaha!

dah lama sey tk maen. xD boring jgak uh.

bey pastu kte maen ~~truth or~~ dare.

aku yg first kene. n here how it went.

"zaim. mlm nie kul brape?"

"huh?"

"malam nie nk kul brape?"

"malam ni ader aper?" *clueless giler*

kte ketawe rabak giler sey~ ahahaha!

cian zaim~ tk psl2 die yg kene. haha!

ktenye dare sume mepek giler~ hahah!

dhen we went home a 3.15.

bey on the waay home aku ngn shur cm depress smcm bobal psl mase lalu kte.

the carefree life we once had.

*terkenang kenangkn kenangan yg lama*

okayy~

nk blah dulu~

byee~

"nk move on.. tpi tktawu cmne.."

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY ABG ZUUL~!!

2009-09-02T21:04:00.003+08:00

HEYY!
besok bday suami aku!!
aku dah belikn present taww!
cost me $7+.
fuhh~ semangat sey aku! xD
kk.

Happy 14th Birthday Muhd Zulqarnain Roslan!
Moge kau panjang umur n murah rezeki n all dat.
blaja rajin2 okaay? n kau maseh blom blanje aku taw!
apenye suami tk bgy aku nafkah!
hahaha! just kidding. sape yg bace, jgn paoto plak! mati aku!
hahaha!

hari nie kene kacau ngn wafiq rabak giler.
stress aku!
aku ckp skit jek, "ridzwan? eh ridzwan? ohh ridzwan.. ily suke ridzwan. ohh aah, kau suke ridzwan...bla3"
mepek oyy die! he keep repeating dat over and over again.
mane dgr cite aku ngn ridzwan. deng lahh tu ank.
giler sey! abey ck g2, nabil ade plak tuh.
ish. wafiq,wafiq. nnti kau aku rmbt kau!
hahah!
i think nabil finally saw a side of me that he didnt know existed.
aku bising,annoyed, mengamok, bobal cm gangster maner.
hahah! yelah, nabil kan nk aku jdy sweet.. bla3..
insya'Allah lah nabil. but not now uhh.
haha.
kk, sblm mak aku alek dr terawih,baek aku tutop.
haha!
byee~

"Malu i tady lahh~"

RAYA CLEANING!

2009-09-01T16:59:00.003+08:00

i just finished cleaning out my wardrobe.
penaat u~ hehe.
banyak jgakk sey baju aku. xD
nie baru stakat baju jek. blom almari buku aku!
tu lagy~ aku rase take the whole day sey.
haha!
But i will do that vile nxt week nye holiday..
malas u~
tkpelah, twice a year jek aku kemas2.
satu bile raya, lagy satu bile aku dah betol2 rimas ngn kebeserakkan aku.
hahah. terok2. xD
kk, this are some pix from when i was cleaning just now.
banyak jgak baju jalan aku. haha!

im just making a mess. hees~

my cotton on collection. *smiles widely*

my Bugis collection. =)

Clothes which i dont know where they are from. org bagi nye kes uh. haha!

okayy. im done!
walaupon baju aku dah byk, aku ttp nk beli lagy.
hahaha! terok sey aku! xD
byee people!
ohh yeah, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! =D

"I just cant stop buying stuff~"

first time.

2009-08-31T21:26:00.002+08:00

todaay is my first time....

first time of what you ask?

first time.....

aku alek sndiri lahh~

hahaha.

tdy teha ngn nab alek dulu.

bey aku bwtlah maths hwk. dhen 2/1 habes dorgnye reading session,

yg laen alek tinggalkn mayam, dayah dn diriku di skola. haha.

dhen aku tnye mayam, "eh kau nk alek ehh? jgn uh, teman kan aku dulu."

mayam, "tk uh, aku tk nk alek dulu."

5mins later....

mayam, "aku nk alek uh,"

tkke basket tuh?? hahahaha.

dhen dayah pon alek psl aku suro die gy dulu, psl die naek bus aku naek mrt.

so, for the first time, i went home ALONE.

sedihkan?? hahaha!

nari tkde cite uhh. mendaks.

acterli ader uhs, psl bdk kene tangkap isap rokok.

tpi aku malaaaas nk cite. *ikot CM japs*

byee~

ps/: my post are getting shorter and shorter. hehe.

"Satu hari ni tak ku lihat wajahmu diskola."

Insyak Oral....

2009-08-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

Alhamdullilah oral jux now was sooo easy.
hehehe. suke sey.
tpi conversation aku mepek uh. haha.
maklom laa~ aku mane tawu bobal arab. xD
seriously sey. ustzh smpi ketawe sey bile aku bobal.
ish. haha. but overall senang giler.
hehe.

then aku ngn teha jek habes terlebih awal.
kte boring giler sey. abey kte bobal2 jek dlm klas, dok cm TKDE CARA giler.
skali nabil msk tetibe. tekejot aku, kaki tros dr meja jatoh ke lantai. saket oy. haha.
dhen we waited and waited and waited. baru bayah smpi. then tikah. dhen yg laen2 uh. you get the picture. heh.
boring oy dok dlm klas lama2. so aku klua lah jln2 pt tingkat tige tuh.
sambil tuh nyanyi "bahtera terapuuung~...."
aku nye eyes was fixed on my right. aku nk gy pt tmpt sblh toilet lelaki, nk dok situ.
skali nga nyanyi "Dengarkanlahh~...." aku pusing jek ke kiri, die nga tngk aku.
tros aku melatar kejap n pusing tros msk klas alek.
pey tekejot. haha. paiseyy dok! aku dalah nyanyi kuat2.
naseb suare tk trkehel. xD
k tkpenteng uh cite tuh. saje jek.

after skool, gy geylang jap. then tamp. then back home.
balek jek, solat dhen aku tdo dr kul 2.45 smpi 6.05.
haha. penat giler sey nari.
im addicted to plurk! haha! tk penteng sey. xD
aku boring uh.. tdy kan, fullermak~!
cm rmi org gitu mntk kene sepak ngn aku seyy.
yg pertama skali, pagy2 bute dh bwt aku menyampah. NAUFAL.
argh. give up lah dol. dila tkkn trime kau sia.
iddiot. k nvm. aku malas nk cite. *ikot CM jap*
so bla3. bdk p6 pon prangai..... ish.
kk, nie bulan ramadan, tk baek ckp gini.
kk. goodnyte semua!

"I wanted to say something but...."